snow!!

IT IS ACTUALLY SNOWING


not just a dusting.

YESSSSSSS

but heres the thing.
i'm actually nervous about driving hom in it.

its snowing pretty fucking hard.

but...

although my last class canceled, i have one left.

and if a lot of people don't show for the class, then those who do will get 5 points extra credit added to their exam.

 which is more important? saftey or grades?

hm.

like seriously...

i don't know if 5 points is worth it.

but at the same time.....

if i bomb the exam like i did last time? 5 points will save me.

Nightmares

The past few nights, I've been having nightmares. The first one I was kidnapped and basically forced into a abusive relationship, I try to escape, and the rest of the dream is pretty much a cat and mouse situation.

The second nightmare I was raped. I don't remember much about that dream but I do remember that. 

The last nightmare for some reason I was running from the police and someone else was out to get me at the same time. I was with someone I know, I don't remember who it might have been my friend Joey, but I'm not sure. 

I wonder what these mean. If I remember to I'll try to interpret them and post the results.

Okay update

Hey guys, long time no post. I have been very busy and because of that I haven't been able to post as often as I'd like. So here is an update to let you know I am still alive. 

That girl, that I had a blind date with, is now officially my girlfriend. So that happened. 

I have developed a social life. It's kinda cool. Hence the reason why I haven't been able to post. 

So yeah. I'm alive. I have school, friends, and work. Somehow I am surviving:)

gay fiction books i want.

Gay pride and prejudice - http://www.amazon.com/Gay-Pride-Prejudice-Kate-Christie/dp/0985367709/ref=lh_ni_t?ie=UTF8&psc=1&smid=ATVPDKIKX0DER
= 12.50


The dark wife - http://www.barnesandnoble.com/w/dark-wife-sarah-diemer/1101056454?ean=9781461179931
=11.50

Ash and Huntress
- http://www.barnesandnoble.com/w/ash-malinda-lo/1100269636?ean=9780316071338 = 8.50
- http://www.goodreads.com/book/show/9415946-huntress = 9.00

Forever and a knight - http://www.barnesandnoble.com/w/forever-and-a-knight-bridget-essex/1121120535?ean=9781502453457

Dark Angel - http://www.barnesandnoble.com/w/dark-angel-bridget-essex/1119691551?ean=9781505652345

Exams

so i really didn't do to well on my first round of exams...

in math i made a 72. it would have been an 80 but i bubbled in 2 answers wrong, even though i did the math right. fuck.

world religions: 76
health:83
bioanthropology: - tbd (to be determined)
archeology: - tbd

HMF.

HMF. (say it out loud...."hmf" sounds like a huff mixed with a  mad cat sound)

my orders still havn't come in.

i bought the lizzie bennet book on jan 28 and the hufflepuff case on the 29th....


its been almost 2 weeks.


i'm getting restless.

Valentine

You So.... I have a valentine this year...

Her name is Stacy and I've only seen her a coupe of times. She is roommates with a friend/coworker of mine.

She seems really cool, though o still don't know much about her or how she feels about certain stuff. But I do know she likes fandoms and knows what. Familiar is :)

Well... For the first time in...3 years? I have a valentine:) 

That's kinda cool