When i think bout the futur, its not a good thing. al my goals and dreams are "unrealistic". well you know what? fuck you. fuck you society and fuck you reality. Yes i know that i'm smart, i have so much ahead of me, blah blah blah. What i want to do i can't. i can't travel the world, i can't worck as a documentary show person, i can't be a hippie in this world, i'll get eaten alive. so eat or be eaten right? no. i don't want to be just another person who has a job they hate. I don't care about how much money i make, or even if i have a job. Society says i need one, but you know what? fuck society.
All i really want to do is just go back in time, to when civilizations were simple, where you could openly worship your gods, and give them offerings and you got apprenticeships and leanred first hand what to do. Where you didn't have to pay a ridiculous amount of money to learn, and living didn't cost and arm and a leg.
Or go back into the time, before humans screwed everything up. Back in the VERY beginning of human's history, back when we were intune with nature, and all her beings and we actually did good.
Today's society just makes me want to blow my brains out (relax, i won't actually do it)... i don't want to live in today's time. i don't want to live in this world, i hate how it has become. I can't be who i want to be, i can't do what i want to do, i can't learn what i want to learn and still be able to survive.... so tell me, what is the point of living then?
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