So apparently, i don't take my future seriously. excuse me? sure i want to be a fearie, sure i belive in magic, sure i hate that i hate the fact that humans mature so freaking fast, but i don't take it seriously? bitch, i stress about it all the freaking time. I've cried myself to sleep because i know how serious it is and i know that in this world today, i don't think i can survive. Not happily at least. and if you are not living happy, then you aren't really living.
i want to live. i want to love what i do. i want to be in love with life. So, if i can't seem to find a way to do that, if i just stay my on nieve perso, i'm not taking things seriously? fuck you. i am taking it seriously i'm just deciding to wait till something presents itself to me... so what i don't know what college to go to? i know what i want to majr in. My major doesn't have very many job offerings? oh well, its what i want to do. i'm going to end up flipping hambergures in order to pay the bills, anyway so might as well spend thusand of dollars learning something i'm passonate about right?
i take things very seriously. i see reality and i say, "just kill me already."
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