This used to be something i was slightly embarrassed about and didn't really go around advertising.
now?
HEY GUYS I LOVE FAERIES. FAERIE FRIEND <- RIGHT HERE.
i am unashamed. Its something i have a passion about.
Learning about them from cultures all over the world puts my spirit on cloud nine.
Just talking about them puts a light in my eye and a fire in my heart.
why should i be ashamed of something that brings me so much joy?
i shouldn't.
My past life aside, faerie lore is a passion.
No one should ever feel ashamed or embarrassed for their passion.
I'm learning to embrace my passion, its who i am. What is life without passion? Without learning?
i refuse to hide my faerie faith.
it makes up a big part of who i am and i am finding out, as i write this paper, that i am not only unashamed of it, but i am proud of my love of faeries.
And the more sure i am in this faith, the more experiences i have with them,
- They were some of the first people to comfort me when my heart truly broke for the first time.
- they come check on me when i'm falling asleep.
- They beckon me to come see them in the woods in my neighborhood, although i have yet to develop the courage to come when they call.
- at least on one occasion i've had one accompany me on a walk through the neighborhood in the form of a firefly. (how do i know it was a faerie? It stayed beside me the entire time, alnost in a straight line, and only when i was surrounded by a lot of metal - a bunch of trailers and cars- did it leave me. It came directly from the area of trees i had talked to and i never saw it fly away...it simply disappeared.)
- i've had numerous experiences with the house faeries. NUMEROUS.... one of which included an audible sound (i closed one in the door and it screamed. i thought i had shut a cat in the door but when i opened the door - i saw nothing. when i went to shut the door again, something physiclally stopped the door.)
My faerie faith is strong. They know this and so they interact with me (not often, but they do).
I am unashamed and i am honest about my faith. I love them and i respect them.
in no way does my belief in them harm me, just the opposite. it enriches my life - is that not the purpose of a faith?
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