bruh life is so frustrating.
When i'm at my most cynical and anti-romance, i meet a great guy. who then deports and i potentially might never see again. If i do, idk if either of us will still want to pursue anything.
Then i ask my cards, who confirm multiple times that he was just meant to serve as a good example of what the bare minimum i should be entertaining. Then add in that i most likely still will not be in a relationship until I'm in grad school...
so what? I was bitter and cynical, convinced myself that i was emotionally unavailable, so that i would feel mad instead of lonely.....
and now i realize that i am *not* emotionally unavailable and now im freaking sad and lonely.
bruh let me go back to not caring about love and romance and being cold hearted.
this sucks.
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