clarification

the reason NN was upset was because i portrayed them as "mean".

the entire point of the post was to show how the military changed NN and how it created a cultural, mental, and emotion distance between us. We no longer understand one another.


and it seems that NN is okay with that.
I'm not.

But there is nothing that can be done.

NN seems to think i dread when they come home but i look forward to it so much it hurts.
I count down the days.

but nothing can be done.

its gotten to the point i don't know how to talk to NN anymore.
i don't know what to say to them.


Its a distance created by the military.
As far as i know it can't be undone.

The post simply acknowledges that.