Human design

 okay so I am learning about human design and the ACCURACY is terrifying. But also incredibly validating!!!!! 

It has answered some spiritual questions I have, given me a few ideas to try, and makes me feel a bit better about how I have a hard time just manifesting and plowing forward.... I am not designed to. I am designed to wait and then respond. 

Wait for the urge/inpsiration/gut feeling and then respond to it - when its a positive response I should act. that is how I properly manifest... no more "waiting for____ before I do it" ... if I FEEL the need to do it, do it. Its all about listening to my gut and using the energy when it swells up! (Such as... a full moon is coming up which means I need to do the full moon letter..,. but the energy and desire shows up a few days too soon. DO IT THEN, don't wait for the full moon because the energy might be gone). 

It goes into a lot, like my sudden a-ha's of info dumping of spiritual insights in between long periods of confusion and stagnation. In my case stagnation is not actually a bad thing. I just need to tap into the rhythems of life and listen to my gut! This ties into the instances of "divine timing" I reflect on. 

It also reflected on my diet... I have whats called an "alternating" diet... so I basically should eat very charcuterie/girl dinner style hahaha which is atually my favorite way to eat. But thats not really the norm so I have always seen it as a short coming. Nope, aparently its a totoally valid eating style and i feel a little validated. 

This goes on to apply to not just physical diet but also what experiences and energy I consume as well. 

Honestly a lot of it backs up my bipolar, adhd, and frankly just how my brain works. But it has provided some guidance spiritually as well. Very interesting!