Bad day

Woke up today and instantly knew I was in a depressive phase.

I didn’t want to get out of bed.
I wanted to cancel every plan I had made for this week.
I made myself cook but can’t make myself eat it.
I don’t want to be here.

I have no motivation to do my school work.
I don’t want to be alone but all my friends are busy and I have no one to haunt.

I feel lethargic.
Apathetic.

I felt it yesterday but it wasn’t full force... it is today.

I don’t want to stay cooped up in my room but my knee hurts too much to go for a walk. My laptop won’t charge downstairs for some reason. I don’t have enough money to run errands.

Fuck.