Hm.

Viking boy is growing on me.

Sad to think my emotional attachment depends on my mental bipolar state.

I was already suspicious that my nonchalance was due to my depressive episode but as I’m slowly coming out of it I find myself more and more warm to him.

There is def room for improvement as we continue to learn each other but while I fell asleep away from him holding Smokey, I woke up curled up in his arms.

And it’s so easy to just be silly and relaxed with him.

I love that I can just be a goofball and he thinks it’s cute.