viking boy

okay so i was at work and very rushed when i made that last blog post.

let me tell you more about viking boy.

1) he has a history and its not "nothing" but i am a firm believer that just because mistakes are made in the past, they shouldn't keep you from a happy future.
2) he is actively trying to make his life better and more stable, and i am all for that.
3) who tf doesn't have any baggage? I mean i'm still worried when the time comes for me to tell him about my baggage hes gonna run for the hills.

that aside....

OH MY GODS THIS BOY IS SO FUCKING CUTE.

- hes six feet tall with blue eyes and a killer smile.
- He has a beard, and while i am not overly fond of beards... he keeps his really well groomed. like... its actually soft.
- He adorns.... rings, necklaces, and eventually viking beads in his beard
- He's courageous and very protective
- He's a christian.... but to put it more accurately he is a budding pagan. Christianity doesn't really do it for him and he is really drawn into Odinism. But hes still in the starting baby steps of it... i remember when that was me.
-  hes a fucking gentleman. the first night he came to visit, even though it was kinda obvious we both wanted a good night kiss, he didn't go for it. When we have kissed/made out there was no groping.... he's.... so respectful.
- He seems perfectly fine with the idea of taking things slow.... like thanks to a game of truth or dare he knows i'm into bdsm and kink stuff, but when we were making out and he was hinting that he can be dominant he was so fucking GENTLE.

this man is strong. He could probably break me over his knee. Bare minimum toss me around like a wet noodle. he was so gentle that i almost couldn't even feel him kissing my neck. and while he may have had a hand around my throat there was no pressure, what so ever. even when we were... enthusiastic.. he was gentle and respectful.

but what made my toes curl was when i commented on how gentle he was being he said thats how it would stay "until you say otherwise". like. damn.

- He has kids. Well, he has a son and a niece, but hes like a father figure to the niece. His face lights up when he talks about them and he becomes to animated. Neither of them live close by and i can tell he misses them. When he talks about them.. i want to explode. so. cute.
- He's nerdy af - and when its just me and him he can be so goofy. i love it.

Now i'm 100% not jumping into anything and I will make a point to keep things slow... but there is potential for me to really like this boy.