I need to identify this emotion.
It’s not frustration
It’s not disappointment
It’s not sad
It’s not angry
It similar to all of them.
It’s sits in my rubs and burns up into my chest or down into my stomach.
Makes me feel lethargic.
It’s not depression or grief - those are colder emotions.
This is a hot emotion.
It’s not anxiety although that may be the closest?
I can tell that I’m feeling reclusive. I’m agitated and lonely and agitated that I’m lonely and agitated at the idea of being around people.
I want to be alone. I’m mad but I’m not mad.
I’m just filled with this emotion and it makes me want to lay down and do nothing or scream or go numb.
I’m definitely headed into a depressive episode.
Fucking asshole.
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