so, i decided, tat i will try to talk as little as possible to both my aunt and my mom until this is all figured out. however i have written my mom a note she will see when she gets home. i leave for Rach's church's VBS before she gets home.
it reads:
Momma,
when i get home i want to have a talk. I don'e mean a "talk" where you accuse me of things and twist my words around; i mean a talk where we both actually listen to eachother and discuss things calmly. I would like to know what you believe is my reason for me trying to wean myself from my medicine. I can't think of a reason why i would want to stop taking something that helps me, maybe you can.
to be honest at one point i was thinking about asking for a higher dose; i don't think i need a high dose anymore, i was just stressed at the time. If i once wanted more medication, why would i want off?
I wish you would believe me when i say that if i did want off, which i don't, i would tell you and i would tell you why.
i'll see you when i get home.
love you
lisa
Lets see how much trouble and emotion chaos i pretty much just got myself.
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