why am i such a screw up?

why am i such a screw up.... i accidentally used the bunny litter (which is actually a catlitter) for the cats. and i used over half the bag and momma is so angry
the bunny litter is supposed to last for like a month as was expensive. i don't have any money to give mommma, what should i do? what can i do?

how was i supposed to know it was for the bunny?
IT WAS A CATLITTER BAG! i thought she has bought a cheaper litter to use. and she has mixed cat litter types before! how was i supposed to know!?

she asked me "when are you going to wake up!? you walk around in lala land. wake up and grow the fuck up!"

pardon me, but i am awake. so what if i'm a bit disassociated from reality, its not like i can help that! what can i do? my brain just doesn't function the way its supposed to be! there isn't anyting i can do about it!!