slap some sense into me

right. so. i need to rationalize things.  because thi? is getting rediculous. chances are that i won't get to talk to jake all day and i miss him..... i've gone weeks without hearing from him and i was fine. why am i being so.... clingy? i don't need to be with him or talk with him 24/7... why do i miss him? jeeze...
i need to get myself together >.<



this is not normal!!!! BLARRRGHH