so... i saw jake kiss his girl tonight and... i'm not jealous of her... she is sweet and caring and a good person i'm glad she makes jake happy.
but when i saw them kiss i...felt empty? and i was in the beginning stages of a cross mood because i couldn't cuddle with him earlier. But i can tell you this, i may not feel sexually attracted to jake, but i don't like him kissing her.
it made me feel empty and kinda ill (mood wise not sick wise) and my brain just shies away whenever the thought of them doing anything, even kissing, comes up.
however, this feeling isn't jealousy, which is a hot emotion. this is a more room temperature emotion, and is more sad than jealous, owever it is not sadness. its hollow, room temp, and ive never felt it before...
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