So it’s beltane.
My second year out on my own and I still don’t get to celebrate it.
I want to dance to pagan music around a bonfire.
I want to get drunk and walk the greenway, feeling the veil between worlds all but disappear. I can smell the world of the fae.
I want to celebrate (a few other ways)
But I am distinctly reminded that I am alone.
I have no group to hold festivities.
I have no waking companions to experience the veil shifts with.
I really suck as a solitary pagan.
One day I’m going to hold a beltane celebration that will be fucking awesome.
One day.
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