even more physics

F= -kx     (F, k = spring constant, x = distance)

PEs = 1/2 kx2    

T = 1/f

V = fλ

n = c/V

n1*sinθ1 = n2*sinθ2

sinθc = n2/n1

n1V1 = n2V2


* spring constant isn't actually constant… like light constant

update

so…. two days in a  row i got hit on in food lion xD lol!! blew my mind.

I've been offered another job (at advanced Auto Parts) because of how the manager there saw i acted with customers.  he said because i was friendly and "thats something that you just can't teach". cool. i'ma check it out.

um…. I gave Mary one of my cats Soxz "Soxy". and the stray from outside - Shadow.
gods be with me when Cara realizes Shadow isn't there… she has been sick and hasn't been out to see his absence.

Soxz is apparently adjusting very well :3 and Shadow was doing good, and then he went and hid, and now he is good again? :)

Um… i honestly don't know what to say other than i want more Sherlock and i need to catch up on Hannibal…

oh. i have one.

so i am obsessed with Phantom of the Opera…. my teacher Mr. Hererra (the one i go to church with) has said that when it comes to …Raleigh?…in September… she is going to take me.
WHAT??? HOLY SHIT!!! YESSSSSSSS <3

oh um… our Car died… so i now have to help buy another one so that Racheal and I can actually get around.  but not to worry… when i go to get one by myself my mom will pay me back.
fun.

i need to accept my subsidized loan from my financial aid package… not the one from the school (unsubsidized), but the one from the government.

um..

yeah.

i started today off laughing so even though i am in pain, i'm in a good mood :3

~peace

book 3

so... i have this book ...called "Poison Princess"...and its sequal (which was really good... but i still like book 1 better)...and ,,, i love them.... and...

BOOK THREE COMES OUT IN JANUARY....

and...and....

I NEED THAT BOOK!!!

especially because i think that Jack really is Arcana - the one that has to kill another Arcana before his powers come... however that would contradict Mathew.... BUT IT MAKES SENSE.
....
...
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and i wanna see Jack try to explain himself to Evie about killing her mother... i mean...I understand why he did it.. it was a mercy killing and it saved Evies life... plus it was a request from her mother herself...

still. Jack. you are in some deep shit.

and i want to know how everyone will react to Evie now... she has gotten a LOT more comfortable with her powers.

and Jack and Death have to work together???? WHAAAT????
Evie might just kill them both...that would kinda be funny...

and in the long run... i feel for Death... i REALLY do... but i'm Team Jack.... LETS GO CAJUN!

http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B00K0TEH8C/ref=as_li_tl?ie=UTF8&camp=1789&creative=9325&creativeASIN=B00K0TEH8C&linkCode=as2&tag=kresleycolehi-20&linkId=F34AUFJR7G7DAGKD

Lauren

So i went out to eat with my good friend Lauren tonight (great food and wonderful conversation).... after which we walked around one of my favorite stores and headed home. when we got to my house she gave me a present and said i couldn't open it until she was gone

so when i got home i opened it and it was a Bible. it had several pages marked and little notes written by certain verses. i have read all of them and gods know i needed to hear the one about no worries.

i am not a christian, but i do not deny that there are some good teachings in the bible.

but then there was the card.

in the bible she has a card, with a lovely message on it...and a check. for college money. i won't say how much... but it made me cry. lets just say that she pretty much saved me from having to take out one of my student loans.

she really has helped me.....

bless her. gods bless her kind and giving heart. She truly is one of a kind and one of the most generous people i know.

and we looked up the actual numbers for ECU... if i am going to live at home i need about 1,260 dollars. to live on campus i will need about 6, 500 dollars.

not as bad as i thought.

with the student loans i can almost make it on campus...

idk its still kinda foggy.


but my choices are: free reign of the car OR living on campus and having the car on weekends......

thats actually kinda hard.

types

so when depression is on the shoulders it generally causes exhaustion and loss of motivation.
when it is on the chest/lungs it causes anxiety and chaotic emotions.
when it is on the heart it causes anger and just aggression…

and all that is with the (of coarse) sadness and tears.


right now it has gone from my lungs to my heart…. i still feel it on the bottom of my lungs but its on my heart.

i want to curl up in a ball and cry…. after i beat the ever living shit out of something.

i dare kayla to be a bitch today, because i am in the mood to be one RIGHT back. ten.times.worse.

to send or not to send?

so i want to send this to my art teacher...

"Depression is like a heavy weight.

It doesn't always have just one source and you don't always know why you are depressed.

but one thing is for sure: you feel it.

for me its a sadness... but then it turns into a physical weight.

I feel it on my shoulders, i feel it on my lungs, my heart and chest...

sometimes it makes my arms feel weak..

and at any moment i could burst into tears. 

And i can hide it really well, but sometimes i get tired and can't hold it back... 

today is one of those days. At lunch i couldn't be around my friends... i had to go hide. Tears were coming and i didn't want any of them to see. 

I always have to be happy. the one that smiles. the one that makes others happy. i HATE it when i make others sad, especially if its because i lost my self control and fell apart. 

but at any given moment my eyes fill with tears and i just want to hide. 

somewhere quiet and dark and safe and alone. 

it will pass eventually, but today i just can't fake it. 

moment of weakness."

i think i'm going to send it.

sherlock

so… i have joined the sherlock fandom.
i am loving it.

Sherlock is a high functioning sociopath…. and portrayed awesomely. I keep saying that psycho and sociopaths DO feel emotions… Sherlock mainly feels irritation, curiosity, pride, and boredom. However, when someone he CARES about is threatened he turns deadly…

and he really does care.

When john was threatened he totally …not freaked out… but as soon as he could he had the bomb off of watson and he basically spazzed in relief.

when his landlady was yelled at by Microft - Sherlock actually yelled at him in legit anger.
when she was hurt by the CIA…. hehehehe… the guy "fell out of this window" too many times for sherlock to keep count… he managed to live.

yet he has no feelings of remorse of yelling at the lad lady himself. He can constantly insult John and test out theories on John without any guilt.

but… when Sherklock felt fear for the first time in a  long time.. he really hurt John's feelings… and he genuinely apologized… in his own way.

plus Sherlock actually mourned Irene Adler… and i think her actually fell in love with her… or came as close to it as possible for him.

He saved her life several times and actually mourned her..so i'd say yeah… she was special to him.
he even composed a song for her.

he is hilarious. sexy. and he has the most beautiful eyes i have EVER seen. plus his voice? *purr*

i'm about to watch the last episode on season 2…. season three is one disk that i will be getting shortly… and then..

shit.

oh and physics:
G = 6.67 x 10^-11
g= 9.81

G = m1xm2/r^2

r = distance between 2 objects