Pirate Palooza

so i go to pirate plooza tonight. by myself. knpwing no one. and 2 girls invite me to sit with them. so i hang out with them the whole time and here's the rub:

J - sweet, a little awkward, mexican - totally digs me.
Cass - a black version of Shane from L word - i kinda dig her, she doesn't seem too interested.

now shane...

• hot as hell.
• one night stands
• doesn't do relationships
• use 'em and loose 'em
• great friend

so, yeah. i proooooolly should't go there.

they seem cool :)

and wanna hang out.

"think i do" posters

ad these two:

pretty much. (witch doesn't apply to me YET)

faerieCon ideas

combine these:

with my red dress....

http://www.squidoo.com/halloween-gothic-fairy-makeup-tutorial

kinda combine these:

with my green outfit?

i need someone good with make-up and artistic to do these for me.....

FaerieCon International

Novmber 7-9 (but i'd only go 7&8)

Maryland - about 5-6 hour drive

there are day passes
and masquerade balls!!!!


Friday the 7th is "good Faerie" day.
Saturday is "bad faerie" day.

Faun is playing friday.
omnia is playing saturday.


holy shit i wanna go.

COST:
gas
camping/hotel room???

tickets:

• all out passes to everything - one person:$110 - 4 people $400
• each masqurade picket individyally costs 35$ (each person would have to buy both if they want to go to both)
• day passes: friday day pass $15, saturday day pass $25, sunday $20
• 3 day exhibit pass: 50$

so... the first one? includes special exhibits (50$), both masqurades ($70) and  all three day passes (60$)

thats adds up to being worth about $180... but they only charge $110. and for a goup of 4?? each person contributes $100!! thats a huge sale!!!

i need to go....

i need 3 other people...and a car.

or...

one of other person and a car.

 

http://faeriecon.com/what-is-faeriecon/

for good faerie day i can wear the green outfit i have at home. and for the bad faerie day i can wear my red dress....<3 <3 <3 <3

research for my books

so in my mind i have 2 seperate serial killers.

one is a vigilante killer...Anna Grace. here is research i need to do to figure her out

female vigialnte killers
vigilante killers


not too bad.

for this other one:
rape.
serious S&M.
bondage rape.
serial killers who raped their victims first.
killers who love their victims but love to hurt them.
projecting one's emotions onto another person ad how it can lead to murder.
necrophilia.

hormones wrote this blog

i need a girlfriend.
or friends with beifits.
SOMETHING..


okay so...opposites attract? first off: i'm a fire sign. my element is fire.
...  today i figured out: water is an aphrodisiac for me. ocean water. river water, lake. swimming pools. hot tubs. baths. showers...

yup.

so today i went swimming.
and my hormones were raging. the entire day.

its been so long since i have been with someone i was super sexually attracted to that i have so much sexual frustration/energy pent up idk how i havn't exploded.

i don't masterbate, which is weird to a lot of people.... ,so really. i'm just sitting around the house pissed off and frustrated.

and again...hormones raging.


my hormones wrote this blog.

slytherpuff motto

we will kill you with kindness....but we will kill you.


LOLOL

http://fuckyeahkillingtime.tumblr.com/post/38654503778/youre-a-slytherpuff-this-is-a-rare-combination


"You’re a Slytherpuff!: This is a rare combination but those that are true Slytherpuffs are not people you want to make your enemy. You take loyalty very seriously and if someone gives you their word you expect them to keep it. You either project a cold exterior and have a heart of gold inside or you seem all cuddly and nice on the outside and you are ruthless on the inside. People frequently underestimate you but this usually suits your purpose. Whoever has your loyalty is a very lucky person because you will fight tooth and nail to protect them. You have a protective streak and you like to champion the underdog. In life, experience has taught you that it’s better not to be too idealistic or expect to much of other people. Still, deep inside you, you still have hope that everything will always turn out for the best. Your weakness is that sometimes you trust blindly, follow without question and this can lead you into trouble. With the loyalty of a Hufflepuff and the ruthlessness of a Slytherin you are a formidable person!"