Friday, October 31, 2014

hahaha yes :3

so...so far, i've had a LOT of starring, 2 professors have told me they like it, and one girl actually told me "i like your face".

i've been called/told i look beautiful by 2 people.


and many of those starring eyes? if i look at them or in their direction? their shoes...or a tree...or chair...or friend suddenly become so much more interesting.... its like

"oh crap! she's looking! she'll steal my soul!!"

hehe.
hehehe.
hehehehe.



but for now i think i will just relax and enjoy this day :)
have a good day my lovelies!!!! <3 <3 <3

for tonight.... the veil is open, and everyone is out to play.


Halloween

Blessed Samhain!!!

Today marks the beginning of the thinning of the veil between our world and the spirit world....
people would dress up and make jackolanterns to scare away the spirits that threateed to take them away... it was a time to be respectful and wary....

but now its halloween,,, a time to have fun!

so me? i'll do both! ;D





so! my plans for the night.

first..go to school dressed as ^^^^
figure out which party i want to go to (the one with all gay people of whom i only know 3, maybe get to flirt with some girls or the one in which i only know 2 and will most likely get hit on by guys...)
then get home, take the stuff off my face, and get into my faerie costume.
then around suppertime i'll head over to kyle's place for dinner and a bonfire.
then  around 8 i'll head to whatever party. prolly stop by at work to say hi and grab some soda, since i won't be drinking alcohol tonight. 

then at the wee hours of the morning i'll either be driving hime..or crashing at one of the parties for the night. 

yay. 


but which party to go to?

Wednesday, October 29, 2014

experiences

soo......writing my novel of short stories is going to be a bit difficult.
almost all of the stories will be a bit erotic and since i am really inexperienced, i can only guess at stuff.

i don't have any experiences....

which sucks.

all my writing is guess work.

feminism

feminism: the advocacy of women's rights on the grounds of political, social, and economic equality to men.


Tuesday, October 28, 2014

plans~

So i'm going to ECU tonight to check out a ghost hunt :DDDDDD

and then i'll stay and watch "As Above, So Below" at the theate on campus :3

yay~

Monday, October 27, 2014

*sigh* alright

Well, Bree seems to need space..... so there's that.
poor girl is very stressed, and a bit fed up with everything. i won't go into details (i honestly don't know anything) but if she needs space i won't pry.


Astarte, i feel like i'm being teased... opportunities popping up here and there... but at the same time granted my thoughts i've been having, i see also that you may be looking out for me.

but help her also please.
she is such an amazing person, and she;s in pain.
and if anyone can help her,
you are the goddess for the job <3


Character alignment

*** anything highlighted applies to my character

Chaotic Neutral vs. Chaotic Good

Chaotic good characters feel that each person must find their own way and should have total freedom to act in any manner they choose as long as they hurt no one else in the process. Chaotic neutral characters believe that everyone should do what they want, regardless of whether the actions are good or hurt others. Both will lie and cheat. The chaotic good character will cheat and lie to others only when good comes of it or to trick the evil. The chaotic neutral character will lie, cheat, and trick anyone to achieve his goals, whether that goal is amusement, power, or wealth. Chaotic good characters value the individual freedom of all creatures, while the chaotic neutral character values his own freedom, and doesn't care about the freedom of others. Chaotic neutral characters do not necessarily want others to suffer as a result of their actions, but do not care if others do suffer. They tend to behave in a good manner towards friends and allies, unless their friends and allies do not agree with them. Chaotic good characters never want others to suffer because of their actions, except those who are evil or deserve to suffer in their eyes. Chaotic neutral characters don't understand why chaotic goods are so concerned about others, while chaotic good characters feel that chaotic neutral characters are hypocritical in believing in their own freedom, but not necessarily in the right for others to have the same freedom.

Chaotic Neutral vs. Chaotic Evil

Chaotic neutral and the chaotic evil characters will disagree on the nature of freedom. Both value their own freedom above that of other beings, but the chaotic neutral character feels all creatures should be free to pursue their goals, for good or ill. They do not feel that others have the right to restrict them of their freedom, but the chaotic neutral character may restrict others. The chaotic neutral character may not be malicious in the liberties he takes. He will generally leave others alone, any evil they suffer because of his actions is incidental. Chaotic evil characters believe that freedom should only exist for those creatures strong enough to keep it. They will go out of their way to corrupt the good and destroy their works. They see no value in any individual's life, other than whatever value it has to gratify that particular chaotic evil character. Chaotic neutral characters are not concerned with life, but do not feel that others exist for their exploitation, necessarily.

Chaotic Neutral vs. True Neutral

Chaotic neutral and true neutral characters have a similar moral outlook. They tend to follow a morality of reciprocity, behaving altruistically toward benefactors and egoistically toward malefactors. Their difference involves their outlook on laws and society. The true neutral character wants to work within the law and will observe most customs and mores because it it in their best interest to do so. True neutral characters don't want to "rock the boat" but will on occasion if their self-interest is overwhelmingly served by breaking the law or flouting custom. The chaotic neutral character sees no value in laws, customs, or mores. A chaotic neutral character may appear to follow many laws, but does not do so because they believe in any inherent value to such systems. The chaotic neutral character believes in the pure freedom to pursue their own self-interest (and for others to pursue their own interests in the same manner). Although the true neutral character does not believe that the law should be followed all of the time, neither do they believe that laws are completely useless. They believe that chaotic neutral characters actually limit themselves by refusing to consider that sometimes self-interest can best be served by order in society. Chaotic neutral characters feel that true neutral characters limit themselves by paying lip service to laws and customs that they do not necessarily support.

Chaotic Neutral, Chaotic Good, and Chaotic Evil

Freedom means a different thing to characters of these three alignments. For the chaotic neutral character, freedom means the freedom for all beings to pursue their own self-interest without interference from authority. The chaotic neutral character realizes that there will be chances for both conflict and cooperation, but they will always seek to advance their own self-interest. They believe in the right of all beings to do what they themselves are doing (namely, pursuing self-interest). If others are advanced while the chaotic neutral character is advancing himself, this is fine. If others are diminished when he is pursuing his own interest, so be it. He will help people that help him and harm people that harm him. The chaotic good character believes that freedom means the freedom for each individual to find his own way to promote happiness and prosperity in the world. He feels that the best way to promote goodness and weal for all is to provide the most freedom. The chaotic good character wants everyone to enjoy the same right to pursue happiness as freely as possible. Chaotic evil characters believe that freedom means the freedom to take whatever action is necessary to advance the self. In the eyes of the chaotic evil character, an important way of maximizing personal freedom is to minimize the opportunity for others to pursue their own self-interest. Thus, the chaotic evil character wants maximum freedom for himself, but minimum freedom and power for everyone else. The chaotic neutral character wants maximum freedom for everyone to pursue their own ends (for good or ill). The chaotic good character wants maximum freedom for everyone to find happiness and prosperity.


so... My half elf "Elli" is chaotic nuetral... but leans toward chaotic good :)