comments

sooo.....

i am JUST NOW seeing comments on my blog posts from a year ago... >.< oops

THANKS BREE AND THANKS MAUDE FOR YOUR SUPPORT

even if i idn't see the comments till just now ._.

oops.

faerie paper

so i know i left a post about songs i plan to maybe use as references for a paper...


THATS RIGHT.

i am righting a 25 page paper (THOTH HELP ME I AM SO SCARED) on my favorite obsession...

thats riiiiiiight!!!!!

FAERIES!!!!!!!!

my dream of doing a oaoer on faeries is actually coming true!!!!!

I AM SO FRIGGIN EXCITED!!!

my definition of religion - work in progress

well in one of my classes i have to come up with my own definition of religion... this is it so far.... i have no doubt in my mind that it will change as i learn more.

" a belief in a natural, "supernatural" and/or spiritual forces and beings that usually involve rituals, symbols, moral teachings, and often differ by individual experiences and culture; the belief serves a functional purpose to those who believe"

Hannibal S3 Ep12 reaction blog

AND A NEW EPISODE BEGINS <3 <3 <3

ah... Bedilia.. you and alana... both are on borrowed time.

OH SHIT
MY FAVORITE QUOTE
"could he daily feel a stab of hunger...." <3 <3 <3

AND NOW ALL HANNIBALxWILL SHIPPER GO CRAZY.

IT IS CONFIRMED.

HANNIBAL IS IN LOVE WITH WILL.
I KNEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEW IT

ugh. i grow bored of this... can they just catch the dragon now? please?

what the hell?

and the trap is set!

oh dear.

i think chilton is going to die now.
how disapointing.
i think he is superglued??

uh oh...baby girl you need to just walk the fuck back ot that door.


HOLY FUCKINGSHITWHATHTEHELLDIDIJUSTNO. NO. NOOOO...


bit his fucking lip off??!!!

*gag*

...."what happened to the other one?"..*slurp*.... i giggled.

and thus chilton dies the death that should have been freddie lounds.

HE IS ALIVE???

songs for CD

add to the "feel good" CD playlist:
Happily Ever After by He is We

add to "Traffic Jam" CD playlist:
- The Prayer by Jonathan and Charlotte
- Again by Yui (English Version)
THE MUSIC FROM HANNIBAL. idk the name.... but i WILL find it and i WILL get it. <3

Faerie Songs as references for faerie paper

"A babe was all she asked for, and their promises they'd kept"
faeries are very honest, they do not lie. Although they can omit certain things they cannot tell an outright lie. - Changeling child by heather dale

faerie objects can have a magical affect on humans. The selkie skin turns a human girl into a female selkie.
- Maiden and the selkie by heather dale

fairies are not all rainbow and sunshine... there is a definite darkness about them.
- fair folk by heather dale

luring of humans to the faerie realm...
- dance of the wild faeries by Gary Stadler

how?

ok i talked to one of th eolder lesbian ladies at ECU today about my problem with sex. she suggested that corie and i have scheduled sex.... that way she can get sex she wants and the tension/conflict goes away. It would be a set day every week that no matter what we would have sex, doesn't matter if i want it or not.

that way we both make sacrifices, i would have sex regardless and she could only ask for it on the set days.

here is my issue with that idea...how?
how could you have sex with someone when you don't want it?

i know the trick is getting the genitals ...whats the word...active? no...

basically gettung turned on. and if you can keep turned on then sex is acheivable... even when you're not in the mood.

but if you're not in the mood... then getting turned on - much less staying turned on - is difficult.

and sex without being turned on? i don't see how its possible...

so although her idea may work for her i don't see how it could possibly work,

now somehow Corie and i have reached a point where i don't feel pressured and i don't feel her frustration as strong as before... idk but right now seems OK..

i'm just worried how logn it will last.