LARP

I get to help make the faerie race packets for Larp!!!! i'm so excite!!!

Amy and i are going to work together.... we are keeping the aging info, but adding in the Wilde Court for those that are neither seelie or unseelie....

I'm so excited.

ice

So when i found out the weather would be bad i stayed over at my friends' house. This is day 4 and last night was night 3. I was able to go to work yesterday but called out of  my early morning shift due to the amount of new ice.... black ice.... can't stand the stuff.

I'm going a little crazy. i love my friends, i do... and i even hope to move in with them at some point. but this space is not my space (not yet anyway) and i miss my own space. I miss my cat. I' worried about my mom who is sick... or was sick 4 days ago.

I'm also starving. There really isn't a sense of order here. No set times to eat and no garuntee anyone will share when they cook. I'm ready to go home and actually eat a full meal...i'm so friggin hungry.

i'm going to miss them so much when i leave though :(

Tomorrow classes begin.  whcih means today i actually have to get ready...
I need to:

• Go home and prepare my bookbag
• do any pre-class homework - print and read the anth theory article 
• Print my class schedule
• then tomorrow..
• print and sign the spanish sheet
• read anth theory article and write it's paper/review

Thankfully i won't have work after classes tomorrow, so i can just go ahead and get the homework done. 

love

I seriously love all of my close friends so much.

the group that i have been gravitating towards over 2016 is practicaly family to me now. I miss them when i don't see them every few days. I seriously over them more than words can say.... I hope that thigns stay the same over the next two years.... that way, when i graduate and move out of the house, i can hopefully move in with them.

I have so much love for them, it almost hurts. <3

textbook notes 2017 spring

I added my textbook info to the Spring semester notes blog post. this is just a reminder to myself.

Thoughts

I wrote about what happened, as if it were a scene in a book. It came out beautiful... and afterward I wrote a reflection. The more I reflect the more I begin to realize about myself. Looking at yourself objectively can really put things into perspective. It's mind boggling what you can learn about yourself when you look back.

HNY pt2

It's a good thing I wrote down what happened... as more time passes last night gets blurrier and blurrier. More surreal, almost like a bad dream. 

All those involved don't seem to hold it against me, so I guess I can try to relax and just let the memory fade away.

HNY

I greeted the new year with my first mental breakdown. Happy new year.