Monday, May 22, 2017

romance update

so there is a crush i get off an on, it comes and fades and comes back. well its back right now and i need it to go away haha.

its on a couple that i am almost 100% would not be interested in being poly.


on another note; i have a date lined up when school starts back. and i have a date for drinks on wed.
so there that

financial aid 2018

I realized i did the math wrong, so i have rewritten this post*


i accepted the grants.

thats nearly 8000 per semester comig back to me.

tuition is about 4000 $ maybe it little more per semester (add in the health insurance and its like 1000) so lets say 5000.

8000 - 5000 = 3000

-300 for books.

2700.

send 1000 to savings.
1000 to car payments

700 to my checking account. (to be used to pay off credit card more than likely.)



Thursday, May 18, 2017

shut down links to save

window 1 - school stuff

https://www.amazon.com/He-Comes-Fire-Aaron-Even/dp/0991546970
https://www.amazon.com/Afterlives-Novel-Thomas-Pierce-ebook/dp/B071R1H41H
https://usm.maine.edu/scholarships
https://english.fiu.edu/creative-writing/

window 2 - anime and entertainmanet
http://www.animefreak.tv/watch/blood-episode-25-english-dubbed-online-free
http://www.imdb.com/title/tt3278330/
http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0089469/
http://www.anime-planet.com/anime/masamune-kuns-revenge
http://www.anime-planet.com/anime/otome-youkai-zakuro
http://www.mangaeden.com/en/en-manga/skip-beat/
http://www.mangaeden.com/en/en-manga/mahou-tsukai-no-yome/
http://www.mangaeden.com/en/en-manga/namaikizakari/46/23/

Thursday, May 11, 2017

fantasy future..... - not likely to happen.

DOES NOT LOOK FAVORABLY ON GENRE FICTION


okay lets say my prays come true and the University of Virginia allows a MFA Fiction Creative writing program with a concentration in genre fiction.... and by some miracle i actually get in.

and i mean a miracle.

they only accept 5 people for fiction.

- free tuition.
- health insurance and school fees included.
- $20,000 fellowship income/teaching assistanceship income a year (for 2 years).

like holy shit.

there are student apartments as low as 400$ a month. that are pet friendly. (I have to have Smokey, no ifs ands or butts.)

lets say.... 200$ pet deposit and then a 40$ pet fee added each month. (i'm guessing here.)
 rent
200 + (450 x 12) = 5600.

20,000 - 5,600 = 14,400.

so thats living expenses.

250 a month on groceries....

250 x 12 = 3000

14,400 - 3,000 = 11,400.

now car insurance.... lets say 200 a month?

200 x 12 = 2,400.
11,400 - 2,400 = 9,000.

now add in my car payments.... 130 a month.
130 x 12 = 1560

9000 - 1560 = 7440.

now.... phone.

52 x 12 = 624

7440 - 624 = 6816.

lets round that down to 6,500.

now that money would easily be spent..... trust me.  oncluding gas and clothes and possible trips....

but... 20,000 is enough to live off of.

i would still try to work part time, because i'm not an idiot.

but woah.

if i did have a job and brought home even....200$ a month?

lets add all monthly expenses shall we?

460 - rent
52 - phone
250 - groceries
200 - car insurance
130 - car payments
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1092 a month in expenses.... at least.

1092 x 12 = 13,104 + the 200 deposit = 13,,304

but... if i work a part time job as well. thats at least 200$ a month (i would hope i make more but lets be pessimistic)

1092 - 200 = 892. x 12 = 10,704 + 200 = 12,704

20,000 - 12,704 = 7,296..... lower that to 7,000.... go straight to savings.

i need to go to this school.

i have to get into this school.

I HAVE TO GET INTO THIS SCHOOL.


and if it remains the same... thats 14,000 that could go towards my $20,000+ student loans.


Tuesday, May 9, 2017

plans for the future

so with the whole bed and breakfast idea pretty much on hold for a long time, i really don't know what way to go after i graduate.

but i got to talking with my mom.... and when i look back over my life thus far i have been inspired and encouraged and supported by a lot of influential people.

what do they all have in common?

they're educators.

now don't get me wrong, i've contemplated teaching ever since i was in high school. I just didn't want to major in teaching in college.

next i wanted to keep in mind that i don't want to go to grad school for anthropology. i LOVE anthropology but not enough to want to go into the field, thus going to grad school for that wouldn't make sense.

but creative writing? I've been considering that all semester.

if i go with creative writing and get a masters degree in it, then i could be qualified to teach it at a high school level.

work at foodlion while i go to grad school.
work at foodlion while i also double as a substitute teacher until.....
i find a teaching position.

i could teach composition and creative writing.
I also want to coach tennis.

https://wallethub.com/edu/best-and-worst-states-for-teachers/7159/

http://www.selectsmart.com/states/stateresults.html

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Maryland
- rent is at its cheapest 1000$ - that worries me.
- tuition is fully funded

https://www.english.umd.edu/academics/creativewriting/mfa
https://www.english.umd.edu/academics/creativewriting/admissions/faq
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Wilmington, NC  - no. ("specialized fiction is not encouraged")
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Greensboro, NC
-cannot make any guarantees on funding.
http://mfagreensboro.org/the-program/
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NC State
They do not allow genre fiction. 

"All admitted applicants to our program with an undergraduate GPA of 3.0 or higher and who apply by the February 1 deadline are offered full funding in the form of a graduate teaching assistantship that includes full tuition coverage (excluding university fees), health insurance as university employees, and a living stipend for each of the program's two years." - yes please!!!
https://english.chass.ncsu.edu/graduate/mfa/
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Arizona state university
-has potential
https://english.clas.asu.edu/admission/graduate-admission/master-fine-arts-creative-writing
- can i specialize in gfenre fiction?
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Portland Oregon - maybe?
https://www.pdx.edu/creative-writing/mfa-course-of-study
- can i specialize in genre fiction?
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university of Virginia - #1 choice 
-free tuition and health insurance
- 20,000 dollars to live off of!? EACH SEMESTER??
- but can i specialize in genre fiction?.... no.
http://creativewriting.virginia.edu/about.html
- apartments: http://www.rent.com/virginia/charlottesville-apartments/cavalier-crossing-4-100034576
- http://www.rent.com/virginia/fishersville-apartments/cat-friendly_washer-dryer-in-unit_cheap

They do not allow fanatsy or sci fi... but maybe murder will be allowed?
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University of Iowa
https://writersworkshop.uiowa.edu/graduate-program/graduate-program
- offers lots of different financial aid
- specialize in genre fiction? -> YES
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 Online
- Charlotte, NC  --- seemed great but no financial aid!?
- http://www.albertus.edu/fine-arts/mfa/curriculum
- https://www.arcadia.edu/academics/programs/creative-writing-mfa --- really interested...-scottland

allows genre fiction:
-http://www.western.edu/academics/graduate/creative-writing/genre-fiction/course-sequence
-http://www.emerson.edu/writing-literature-publishing/mfa-popular-fiction-writing-publishing/admission-information
-https://www.setonhill.edu/academics/graduate-programs/writing-popular-fiction-mfa/
- http://usm.maine.edu/stonecoastmfa/overview
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Monday, May 1, 2017

article to read later



http://www.tandfonline.com/doi/full/10.1080/00918369.2016.1236590

spanish grade calculation

HW - 15
100

participation - 10
100/100

quizes - 10
35/40 --> 87.5

comp - 10 (reddacion)
87.5/100

cultural/readings - 10
95/100

Exams - 20
61/76
58/73
54/63 --> 173/212 --> 81.6

oral - 5
93/100





if i get a 50 on the test i will make an 82 in the class.
if i make a 2 on the test i will still get a 70 in the class.

i can relax