mom is sick

Mom isn't feeling well.

she made a comment and it didn't make sense so i asked her about it. She gets pissed telling me to use logic and make connections. granted i could have figured out what she meant but i simply asked instead, wrong choice. apparently i made her feel stupid and she told me to "just go away".

so i am sitting in my room, watching supernatural instead of in the living room with her. I am avoiding Cara as much as possible because i am tired of her shit, and now my mom is being bitchy too. funnn.....

just because you don't feel good, don't take it out on me.

to doooo

BLAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH i don't want to do work today >.<

but i have A MOUNTAIN of dishes to do
a tone of homework:
-spanish sheet for miss herrera (i might be able to get away with that on monday...)
- 12 journals for Frankenstein 4 journals for: 11-16, 17-20, 21-24 (due Wednesday)
i have to actually READ Frankenstein...

blargablargablargablarg. i better get started on those dishes....

thanksgiving morning

great.... so we have this 2-3 hour trip ahead right? well originally My aunt Mary was going to pick us up quietly from the house between 8:0-8:30 and we could all be quiet and not wake my mom up. My mom happened to stay up AFTER ME and i fell asleep around 1am.

...Mary calls the house at 7:45, waking up my mother, who by this time has anywhere from 4-5 hours of sleep. she is pissed.she is bitchy. great.

and what was the oh-so-important news that mary just haaad to call the HOME phone about (she didn't even attempt to call out cellphones)? that her pick up time has changed. shes getting us between 8:30-9:00.
really. REALLY? she woke my mom up just to tell us that!? a txt wouln't have worked? calling a CELL PHONE, wich would NOT have woken my mom up, would have been better. or, we really didn't need to know! its not like if 8:30 came around we'd be like "oh, shes not coming". jeeze....

and when she called she said "i don't know if your mom was up..." its 7:45 in the morning. WHY WOULD SHE BE UP!? i mean, i get fussed at for not thinking before doing something.... THINK ABOUT IT.

so now we get to deal with Dragon Lady for a whole hour. fun.

Lady Gaga

oh let me count the ways i love Gaga

1.  "I want you to forget all of your insecurities. I want you to reject anyone or anything that ever has made you feel like you don't belong, or don't fit in, or that you're not good enough, or pretty enough, or thin enough, or can't sing well enough, or can't dance well enough, or can't write a song well enough, or you'll never win a Grammy, or you'll never sold out Madison Square Garden! You just remember that you are a God damn superstar and you were born this way."
2. "I feel like if you're a really good human being, you can try to find something beautiful in every single person, no matter what.
3.  "Every bit of me is devoted to love and art. And I aspire to try to be a teacher to my young fans who feel just like I felt when I was younger. I just felt like a freak. I guess what I'm trying to say is I'm trying to liberate them, I want to free them of their fears and make them feel that they can make their own space in the world."
4.  "I want my fans to love themselves. It's almost like I want to hypnotize them so when they hear my music they love themselves instantly."
5. " When I say to you, there is nobody like me, and there never was, that is a statement I want every woman to feel and make about themselves."
6.  "So there's nothing more provocative than taking a genre that everybody who's cool hates - and then making it cool."
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15. and the reason i adore the most?.... who wlese but here could do THIS

"I am a walking piece of art every day, with my dreams 

and my ambitions forward at all times in an effort to inspire my fans to lead their life in that way."

Not All Like That Christians Project

While Pat Robertson claims gay men spread HIV through special rings and other antigay Christian fundamentalists cloak their hateful views in the guise of “protecting traditional marriage,” a new organization seeks to make clear that Christians are not all like that.

Indeed, the group is called the Not All Like That Christians Project, which is taking a cue from the It Gets Better Project, with a website where supporters — in this case, Christians who support LGBT equality — can upload videos sending that message.

The project is the brainchild of Wayne Besen, Evan Hurst, and John Shore. Besen and Hurst are, respectively, executive director and associate director of Truth Wins Out, an organization that counters the “ex-gay movement, and Shore is a straight Christian columnist and blogger who has long advocated for full acceptance of LGBT people.

“It’s been a longtime frustration of mine that the Pat Robertsons of the world have dominated this debate and defined Christianity for so many people,” says Besen. “In reality, that’s just one very vocal strain of Christianity.” The number of Christians speaking up for LGBT equality has increased in recent years, and this project provides another platform for their voices, he says.

Hurst, Besen says, came up with the idea of an It Gets Better–style video campaign. It Gets Better, created in 2010 by journalist Dan Savage and his husband, Terry Miller, offers online videos letting young people suffering through antigay bullying that there’s hope beyond their school days and that they can lead happy, successful, out-of-the-closet adult lives. It has become a huge campaign, with many ordinary Americans plus entertainers, athletes, business leaders, and politicians — even President Obama — contributing videos.

Hurst had been to a talk by Savage, who noted he often hears from Christians who say they’re “not all like that,” with “that” meaning antigay fundamentalists, and he was inspired. Hurst soon asked his friend Shore, whom Savage has called “America’s preeminent nondouchey Christian,” to join the effort, and Shore did so enthusiastically. “It became increasingly apparent to me that gay-affirming Christians needed a platform,” Shore says.

Savage also has been deeply involved with the Not All Like That effort, offering valuable input and contributing one of the first videos (watch below) to NotAllLikeThat.org, which went live today. The site launched with about 30 videos, and it offers a “Submit” page with detailed instructions on how to create and send in your own video. Besen, Hurst, and Shore, naturally, hope for many contributions.

“I would like to encourage Christians to come here and lend their voice to this song, which is sweeter than what’s usually being played in the Christian choir,” says Shore.
-  TRUDY RING (advocate.com)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4_ZvEOtSsJk




i really like this because i think i is important for all hose people who hear that someone is a Christian and instantly assume they are bigots. Not all Christians are against LGBT, not all are against abortion, no all one way o another. There is a variety of Christians just like there is a variety of people on he earth.

weeee~

i woke up today in a good mood, Cara got fussed at for being rude to me, and it wasn't an icebox outside, today is off to a great start!

tomorrow i don't gave to et up early, i can stay in bed~

This saurday - shopping with Mrs. Herrera
next saturday - (Dec 7) Bday Party with family
next Sunday -(Dec 8) church and lunch with Mts Herrera
Saturday - Dec (14) Chuch xmas party

aaaaaand somewhere in thee i ave to find a date for Ashley to give me a bday part xD

so.

so i went and dropped off some pictures for yearbook and left them with woolard.

As soon as he saw it was me at the door he came over and gave me a hug... <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

i swear i love that man.

he said thank you for the little poster <3

the "poster" was a picture i had made with three flowers (dwarf sunflower which represents admiration and gratitude, dahlia which represents gratitude, and Sorrel which represents parental affection)

and on this little "poster" i mentioned how much he has inspired and encouraged me. I also said what i ahve been dying to say. "Thank you for being a great teacher, for being an amazing coach, and for being like the dad i never had".


and he smiled when he saw me and hugged me.

big daddy woolard.

<3