worried

okay for all...maybe 2 readers?

Lauren is in a financial pinch... that putting it lightly, and i won't go into details but she needs help. Please keep her in your thoughts/prayers.

homework to do over spring break

• spanish portfolio 
• CNF 1
• Benedict revisions

To do today

• Get out of class at 3:30
• Take Cara to practice by 4:15
• Stop at foodlion and buy bananas
• Go to officers meeting 
• Re Wright boss paper.

success

so turns out, dividing up my homework across the weekend was a brilliant idea rather than do it all at once. Its all done. I did each bit every day. Now all thas left is for me to re-write my Boas article tomorrow and i'm completely done!


plus?

I GET TO SEE LAUREN IN 2 HOURS

divide and conquer 2017

thursday night

ALL of Spanish Websam
ALL Aplia quizes

DONE.

Friday night
drunk uno and cards against humanity because goddammit i need to relax a bit.

Saturday 
Transfer TNB into actual notebook

•  Place of meditation #7
•  Cemetery #6
•  Public Reading #4

Hang out with Cecilia and Jay

Sunday
work till 11:30....dinner at 6
Transfer WNB

1.   Two 4-line poems composed in strict meter
2.  copy into your notebook at least one stanza of a poem or song that uses regular rhythm & meter
3.   Read "Overtime" by Ron Rash & "Stacks" by Erica Plouffe Lazure, draw out a timeline for each story and indicate in it about how long you think each scene lasts; describe the principal settings in each story (both the times & places in relation to other times & places in the story)
4.  2 narrative poems.
5. Photo Essay  
6. summary of in-class report (300 words minimum) on two CNF essays, including one "craft" essay from Brevity. Indicate for each essay title, author, source, and when you read it, including where you were when you read it, what you'd recently been doing, and what you'd be doing later. Concentrate in your brief reports on how well the authors employ the essentials of CNF.

spoken

those three words have been spoken. (last night 2/20/17)


and she used my own plan against me.

Lauren called me and left a voicemail, ending it with "i love you, bye"

i didn't know if she did this out of habit or.... she she meant it.


so i said it back... and was pleasantly surprised to have her mean it sincerely.

it feel like a weight has been lifted off of me.  having spoken it.

and i feel lighter every time i say it or write it to her.

i can't wait to have her back and close to me.


warning, i am currently writng her a letter that eventually will be posted. its a long one.

thinking for the future

so i was looking into how much my student loans will probably be when i graduate.... its terrifying. 

but i'm going to short circuit the math and just say that when i graduate i will need a full time job that will pay at LEAST 13$ if i want to pay off my student loans in the next 25 years. 

i feel like this website (and others like it) will come in handy... as well as not taking a loan my senior year. 

http://www.careerbuilder.com/jobs-entry-level-in-raleigh,nc?emp=jtft%2Cjtfp&pay=20

i would prefer to stay in greenville (hopefully living with maggie  and the gang) but am willing to commute for an hour.. so that means i can most likely find a job in raleigh... i can move there if need be, although i know it would be more expensive.