apology

i want to give an apology…. the onset of a depressive phase is coming.

i get distant. then isolated. then depressed.

now in random times add in random anger.


during the first two steps  i become the "ice queen".

i become almost un emotional (there than anger, desperation, and anxiety) and i don't spare people's feelings. at all.

i will say what i think with almost no filter and feel no remorse for it.

so what i say is usually true… i'm not very delicate when delivering it and i say stuff i usually would hold back. so i apologize for any hurt feelings and such.