wise words

so  some wise words were mentioned in Mary's blog post.

it takes two to make a relationship.

this is true. very true.

and at the moment.... i'd say she is puting in about 90% of the work in the relationship... maybe 95%. that isn't two people...

and then there's this:


" Plus, she has doubts.  A seed grows into a plant.  It's up to her.  If she'll be happy with me as a girlfriend, we can try to get things on the right track.  If she doesn't think it'll work, we can break it off.  Luna-  How will you be happiest?"


well i was talking with my friend Madison, who although she is heart breaker, said something that i couldn't help agreeing with. 

"You two seem like you'd be great friends btut poor lovers" 

leave it to maddie to use old language :P

but it was what  i'd been feeling. 

i don't want to loose Mary. at all. 
but i just don't feel like the relationship - at least on my side - will progress any further.

the seed of doubt.

and to be fair.. i don't think we were ever on the same page...

idk.

the question is left in the air.... "what do we do?"