therapy....?

So i think I need to go to therapy... I have a lot I need to sort out about myself and work through but I think I need someone's help to do it.

the hard part is finding someone who I can trust and who won't be judgmental. A portion of what i need help working through is spiritual and I am not in the mood to have to defend my spiritual beliefs.

 but I need to reclaim a sense of self - apparently I don't really have one.
I need to learn how to be unconditional love again and let go of pain - which i honestly don't know how to do.

I also need to get rid of the lingering anxiety of corrie's relationship... i'm tired of having anxiety attacks when i'm trying to be intimate with jimmie.