Goodbye for now

I’ve decided to do what is best for me.

He can’t give me what I need
And I can’t give him what he needs.

I’m cutting off contact with Jimmie until I am no longer in love with him.
Only then will I be able to be his friend without pain.

I feel like I just took a butchers knife to my chest.

But I can’t do it anymore.
I won’t pine for someone I can’t have.
And I want to be able to be friends with him again.

It will just take time.

So, today I told him goodbye for now.

I hope the road to healing won’t take too long.