Sunday, September 29, 2019

Talking

Being around Jimmie without being able to be with him hurt me too much.
So I decided to cut contact. 

Having him interact with my posts and social media made me miss seeing him and talking to him.
So I unfriended him.

Well that just made everything fucking worse. 
I almost drove to his place last night I missed him so badly. 

So.... talking.
No seeing each other in person. 
I won’t add him back on Facebook (at least for now).
But I’ll actually have conversations with him instead of one word responses or leaving him on read. 

That way I havnt lost him completely from my life. 
Maybe just having this little bit of contact is the middle ground I need to be his distant friend until I’m no longer in love with him. 

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