getting easier

I think distancing myself is getting easier.

I mean... its lonely, sure, but a different kind of loney, compared to when i was whole heartedly missing him. The only time is becomes actually hard is when i drink.

I can do this.

Two days of sleep overs and cuddles... And i'm fine. Made it without tears or too much pain. Just... have to be distant.

Distance is the key, and its getting easier.