self help homework

 Homework. 

So I need to get myself out of this rut. 

I really need to stop dwelling on how lonely I am. 

Its a loneliness that isn't satiated by platonic relationships but at the same time my problem is I don't know how to be happy single. Even when I finally hit a place where i was more or less comfortable with being single, i kept my eyes and heart open. It took over a year for me to finally let go of the loneliness - and it was more or less that I grew accustomed to it rather than it went away. 

Soi need to do some homework. 

I need to do some reading for improving myself, something to do while I sit on the couch other than watch greys anatomy. 

short and inspirational:

https://www.amazon.com/Ultimate-Guide-Being-Single-Fulfilled-ebook/dp/B00SEXD49O

Self development 

https://www.amazon.com/Becoming-Who-You-Are-Transformation/dp/1726635139/ref=pd_vtp_1?pd_rd_w=IAYwh&pf_rd_p=6f2e6f76-fb8a-492e-b0f6-a03aecd27de3&pf_rd_r=GZSZQE86R7BBQW3AAP0E&pd_rd_r=12f1d6bf-adf4-4d71-be6f-7d96287210af&pd_rd_wg=97i2C&pd_rd_i=1726635139&psc=1

Lilith shadow work?

https://www.amazon.com/Lilith-Shadow-Work-Journal-contemplations/dp/1674923430