Try

 I will TRY to be better at blogging ... after I move. 

For now thinsg are so stressful at work with turns, the ever quickly approaching deadline to pack my entire life into boxes without breaking down and crying...

My time with saying goodbyes is almost over. 

My time to pack is almost over and all I have managed to do is give away most of my perishable food, pack up some books, pack all of my clothes, and cry. 

I have so much to pack. I have so much to buy in preparation. I have so much to do. 

and so little time. 

But, as lonely as I will be when I move, I know damn well talking to the non existant readers online will make me feel better and less alone lol.

So imagenary readers - I will be doing more blogging and updates in  my life...

after I move. 

in 3 weeks. 

fuck.