settling in

 I'm starting to settle in. Dishwasher arrived today, I'll be getting it set up soon. 

I just need to purge my apartment of all the empty boxes taking up the whole sun room and mud room. I think that will help me feel a bit better. Once I test out the heat, then I'll know whether I want to stay here or not. I'm honestly leaning towards a yes. I know I could find nicer places but this space is really growing on me and i love the yard for snow. I also like the area i'm in to be honest... although the amount of gas i go through is kinda tough. 

I really just want to completely settle in. I want to nest. I want to make a home. 

I'm craving something to feel familiar. Just to not have to be on edge all the time.