My list of requirements

1. Must like children.
2. Not a drug dealer.
3. Don't pressure me about sex
4. Let me have my cats. 
5. Respect my spiritual beliefs. 

It would be great if they liked horror movies. But not mandatory. 

single again

So Lauren and i broke up.

we had a fight over a theoretical situation... and then while working it out i was able to get my hurt feelings aired about the other night and my issue with her and Liz.

but it came out that she and Liz want to push weed...

and since she only has 5-6 years of mobility left due to her hip injury, she wants to live her life like she fucking wants to.
(^ her wording. )

okay. I don't date drug dealers.

good luck.

To do by Monday

• Benedict revision 
• 3 blues poems wb#7
• Another travel notebook 
• Write a short story - wieland 
• Write fiction scene #8 email to him by Sunday night so he will print the copies!! Criteria in email.

hybrid

I have been in a hybrid episode for four days now.

flashing between depressive emotions, to apathy, to manic..... and in between those i'll be stable for like.... 3 hours. the other hours that i'm awake are a friggin roller coaster.

i'm irritated about certain things about my relationship but don't really know how to go about talking about. (one of which involving Lauren's bff liz)

I'm frustrated that i can't seem to break away from the child logic when it comes to mike (basically Brook's liz)

1.  I don't like him. Something about him doesn't sit right with me and I just don't like him. Instinctively. Faerie didn't like him, and seeing as she is my instinct... i should listen to her.
2. I'm scared my status in "the family" will change because of him. 

In sociology the deffinition of Jealousy is feeling a threat to the relationship.... i guess i'm just jealous in both cases. 

but mix those in with my constant mood swings and i'm going to explode. 

NOTHING makes it better.

not alcohol. 

I havn't tried drugs, but nothing i can think of that is accessible will help. (weed will only make it worse)

Food/ sugar doesn't even make it better. 

I feel like a fucking dragon but i don't have the ability to set the world on fire.

if only. 

fuck. 

planning SENIOR YEAR 2017-18

PIN: 406215

Dr. Mathews notes:

she says i need:
1 fine arts (dance, art, or music) - 3
1 more English - 3
ethnographic methods - 3
15 hrs inn electives (5 classes)
and then she has something underlined but i have no idea what it is so i have to email her.

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Time to redo my notes:Whats left .....

Minor:
ENG 3410 (into to poetry) or 3851 fiction from writer's POV


Major:
Feild methods -  senior spring - 3 writing intensive

General ed: 

 - 1 Humanities with fine art
 PHIL 1275 - morals
 PHIL 2272 - sex
 PHIL 2272 - phil of religion
COMM 2410 - public speaking
ART 1910 Art appreciation 


- Possible Electives: 15 (pick 3)
SOCI 1010 Race, Gender, Class
Classic Mythology
Grimm Glass - ONLINE ------> COUNTS AS A HUMANITIES
Paranormal Class
Human sexuality 
Religion and Sexuality 
Religion and Film
Atlantis and Aliens
Hospitality classes: 2100, 2170, and maybe 2200
invented languages
Criminology
Race,Gender,Class -----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Invented Lang:  TTh 3:30pm - 4:45pm - BATE 01021 Bosse, Solveig
Classical Mythology: MWF 2-2:50 BATE 1032 Wilson-Okamura, Tricia
Criminology: MWF 9:00am - 9:50am - BREW 0B303 Gardner, Tracie Ellen Brown
Grimm fairy tales ONLINE Smith, David L
Race, Gender, Class: MWF 11-11:50 Arunas Juska Bate 1028


According to Rate my Prpof:
Okimura --> super funny and sweet, should be an easy A
Gardner --> won't be easy but enjoyable
Bosse --> VERY HARD, lots of work, rude and unhelpful
Smith  --> loyt of essays and forums, but shouldn't be hard. recorded lectures long. enjoyable
Arunas --> strong accent, attendance not mandatory but gives daily quizes, those quiz questions are used on exams!







MWF:
Criminology 9-9:50
Grimms fairy tales online work
Race, gender, class 11-11:50
Classical Mythology 2-2:50





work availability:

MWF: 3:30- 12pm
T/TH: 8am-10pm
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I'm in the top 21% of my class
top 23% of my program

just gone.

so..... one of my very important papers, and probably one of the hardest i have ever written, is gone.

it took me over three hours to write.
it was perfection.

i saved it on the computer at school, but vaguely remembered that some computers delete all saved files, so i emailed it to my professor.

i go to turn it in online... the computer deleted it. no sweat... i pull up the email..... the file is gone.


all that work.
all those tears.
hours of concentration.


all of my hard work...

just gone.

SPANISH HW

TIMELINE

1.  Born/nacido el 25 de junio de 1852
2.  él tiene una enfermedad de reumatismo temprano en su vida (por eso caminaba con frecuencia)
3.  en 1883 el ingresa en la escuela de aruitectura de barcelona 
4.  se graduo en 1878 obtniendo el titulo de arquitero
5. Died/ muere en barcelona el 10 de junio 1926

VOCAB

1. windows: vantanas
2. balcony:balcón
3. stairs:escalera
4. floor: piso, suelo
5. stories: plantas
6. chimney:chimenea
7. elevator:ascensor
8. concrete:hormigón
9. marble:Mármol
10. stained class: vitral
11. iron:hierro
12. tile: azulejo
13. brick:ladrillo
14. arches:Arcos
15. columns:Columnas
16. bench: banco
17. gargoyle:gárgola
18. fountain:fuente

translate spanish:catalan: enlgish

1.  mundo: món : world
2.  Escuela: Escoles : School
3.  despues: despres: after
4.  Modernismo: Modernisme ; modernism
5.  fenómeno: fenomen: phenomenon 

HIS WORK: Casa Batillo' - Yo fui asistida por spanishdictionay.com

en el exterior

• la casa parece se compone de la naturaleza
• los arcos y pilares son de piedra pero parecen que están hechos de hueso....
• algunos de los pilares de piedra parecen tener piedra flores creciendo fuera de ellos.
• cada arco en la fachada tiene una ventana, algunas de ellas con vidrieras más pequeños encima de ellos.
• a lo largo de la azotea se ve como las escamas y la espina dorsal de un dragón, aunque lo hecho de azulejos.
• la fachada parece estar hecho de ladrillo blanco y está cubierta de flores de cerámica.
• La parte de atrás del edificio, en las diferentes plataformas, son hierro vallas que protegen el exterior de ventanas altas.

interior

• lo me hace pensar en una casa de hadas...
• el techo del ático se compone de arcos y esto me hace pensar en cómo me imagen del interior de un hongo podría mirar.
• En la otra habitación, el techo se transformó en torno a una lámpara de araña de hierro, en lo que parece el interior de un Caracol Caracol.
• Hay una gran cantidad de vidrieras, que se ven hermosas cuando la luz del sol brilla a través de ellos.
• las escaleras de madera bellamente manchadas son sinuosas y refuerzan la idea de casa de mi hada. Mucho interior de la casa, a lo largo de las paredes y mobiliario, es hecho de la madera.Esto también me hace pensar de hogar de hadas porque las hadas como la naturaleza y los bosques.