Sunday, August 19, 2018
Fuck it
So I’m the bad guy because once again I’m in a bad mood. Why?
Because inconsiderate behavior irritates the hell out of me. And I’ve had a headache for the past 3 hours.
For the THIRD time Jimmie has unplugged something of mine that was charging to make room for him to use. After I just said something to him about it.
And on top of that they (mostly Racheal) are being really loud. AT THREE IN THE FUCKING MORNING. And the response I got every time I bring up the fact that people are sleeping? Both of them said “fuck ‘em”.
Blatant inconsideration.
It pisses me off.
But I’m the bad guy and Jimmie is mad because I’m in a bad mood.
Just fuck it.
Maybe I’ll go sleep at moms tonight.
**update: Diana points out the time and they fucking quiet down. What the fuck. I’m so fucking done.
Because inconsiderate behavior irritates the hell out of me. And I’ve had a headache for the past 3 hours.
For the THIRD time Jimmie has unplugged something of mine that was charging to make room for him to use. After I just said something to him about it.
And on top of that they (mostly Racheal) are being really loud. AT THREE IN THE FUCKING MORNING. And the response I got every time I bring up the fact that people are sleeping? Both of them said “fuck ‘em”.
Blatant inconsideration.
It pisses me off.
But I’m the bad guy and Jimmie is mad because I’m in a bad mood.
Just fuck it.
Maybe I’ll go sleep at moms tonight.
**update: Diana points out the time and they fucking quiet down. What the fuck. I’m so fucking done.
Saturday, August 18, 2018
Rant
this is a rant. I have people coming over soon and I need to make myself cheery - which means I need to get this off my chest so I can play host.
i have finished all my food prep for the party. jimmie and i get back from the store and diana is playing video games, jimmie makes a comment indicating he is about to play with her, so i play on my phone. as he is making hs lunch he tells me he has next saturday off.
i say "cool".
he adds that he has monday and tuesday as half days - again i say "cool". I don't know what he was expecting. cool, get to see you for a few hours before i go to work. its not like we can really do anything sine we only have from 12 until 4.
then he mutters "i'm sorry i can't make this relationship work." to me, this seems like a dramatic statement so i ask him where it came from. he tells me that for the past month ive been nothing but negative, that all i do is stay on my phone, i'm never excited, and that i might as well be a teenager.
2 weeks out of that month ive been depressed. as for everything else? what tee fuck am i suppose to do? i can be on my phone or i can do the same exact thing on my laptop. Diana is pretty much on the tv all the time and when he is home they pretty much just play video games. what am i suppose to do other than be on my phone? there is nothing to do!
i'm bored and i'm unhappy.
when he has time off all it means is that i actually get to wake up next to him. Maybe watch an episode or two of our show if i'm lucky. Most of the time He just plays on his phone and watches boring youtube videos - so i likewise am on my phone.
and what is there to get excited over? A fucking computer that wasn't fucking there? Oh yay, i get to lay in bed on my pone next to you while you watch educational youtube videos - or worse fucking family guy clips.
what is there to be excited about? What is there for me to do other than be on my phone?
like i dont know what the fuck he expects from me?
And I am not about to have a fucking fight with him in front of Diana.
i have finished all my food prep for the party. jimmie and i get back from the store and diana is playing video games, jimmie makes a comment indicating he is about to play with her, so i play on my phone. as he is making hs lunch he tells me he has next saturday off.
i say "cool".
he adds that he has monday and tuesday as half days - again i say "cool". I don't know what he was expecting. cool, get to see you for a few hours before i go to work. its not like we can really do anything sine we only have from 12 until 4.
then he mutters "i'm sorry i can't make this relationship work." to me, this seems like a dramatic statement so i ask him where it came from. he tells me that for the past month ive been nothing but negative, that all i do is stay on my phone, i'm never excited, and that i might as well be a teenager.
2 weeks out of that month ive been depressed. as for everything else? what tee fuck am i suppose to do? i can be on my phone or i can do the same exact thing on my laptop. Diana is pretty much on the tv all the time and when he is home they pretty much just play video games. what am i suppose to do other than be on my phone? there is nothing to do!
i'm bored and i'm unhappy.
when he has time off all it means is that i actually get to wake up next to him. Maybe watch an episode or two of our show if i'm lucky. Most of the time He just plays on his phone and watches boring youtube videos - so i likewise am on my phone.
and what is there to get excited over? A fucking computer that wasn't fucking there? Oh yay, i get to lay in bed on my pone next to you while you watch educational youtube videos - or worse fucking family guy clips.
what is there to be excited about? What is there for me to do other than be on my phone?
like i dont know what the fuck he expects from me?
And I am not about to have a fucking fight with him in front of Diana.
To do today
- Love my cat shower
- face mask
- go buy liquor for party
- 151, coconut rum
- go buy snacks for party
- tooth picks
- bbq sauce
- meatballs
- veggies
- chips
- dip
- soda
- juice
- juice for liquor
- go buy chicken and cauliflower for dinner
- marinate chicken
- go get hair and makeup at savannah's
- Change into dress
Friday, August 17, 2018
Prank
so there is 2 main reasons that you prank someone; The first being to make someone laugh and the second one to hurt someone’s feelings.
An example of the first: I was planing on pranking Jimmie by wearing something sexy and getting him to follow me to the bedroom... only for him to discover me wearing a super funny cartoon head.
Well Jimmie decided to play a prank. Yesterday he told me that he had a surprise waiting for me from his work. He told Savannah what it was but not me. I went out after work, so when I came home he was asleep. But I saw an iMac computer box in the living room... according to Savannah he had told her that if a customer leaves a product at his store for more than 90 days then an employee can take it home.
Sounded too good to be true... but I had a friggin iMac in front of me...
So I got excited.
I want a desktop to do my writing on. He knows this, And the computer was big enough to keep in the room kind of like a tv - something that I think would help me to have more alone time with him. Which would also mean I wouldn’t have to buy a tv.
So I got hella excited.
Only to discover today that the box was empty. He said something about wanting to trick Cory, he even put weights in the box. Only Cory didn’t get tricked - I did.
I don’t get it. I don’t see how this prank would make someone laugh... if he pranked Cory, it wouldn’t have been funny. As it stands I got pranked and I don’t find it very funny.
In fact I’m disappointed.
And if the prank wasn’t done to make someone laugh... then what? I don’t think he was setting out to hurt anyone... but I don’t see the point if the prank.
Maybe it’s because he and I aren’t on the same page anymore. But I don’t get it and it intact only made me feel worse about how things are going.
An example of the first: I was planing on pranking Jimmie by wearing something sexy and getting him to follow me to the bedroom... only for him to discover me wearing a super funny cartoon head.
Well Jimmie decided to play a prank. Yesterday he told me that he had a surprise waiting for me from his work. He told Savannah what it was but not me. I went out after work, so when I came home he was asleep. But I saw an iMac computer box in the living room... according to Savannah he had told her that if a customer leaves a product at his store for more than 90 days then an employee can take it home.
Sounded too good to be true... but I had a friggin iMac in front of me...
So I got excited.
I want a desktop to do my writing on. He knows this, And the computer was big enough to keep in the room kind of like a tv - something that I think would help me to have more alone time with him. Which would also mean I wouldn’t have to buy a tv.
So I got hella excited.
Only to discover today that the box was empty. He said something about wanting to trick Cory, he even put weights in the box. Only Cory didn’t get tricked - I did.
I don’t get it. I don’t see how this prank would make someone laugh... if he pranked Cory, it wouldn’t have been funny. As it stands I got pranked and I don’t find it very funny.
In fact I’m disappointed.
And if the prank wasn’t done to make someone laugh... then what? I don’t think he was setting out to hurt anyone... but I don’t see the point if the prank.
Maybe it’s because he and I aren’t on the same page anymore. But I don’t get it and it intact only made me feel worse about how things are going.
Wednesday, August 15, 2018
car insurance
- geico quote
- 145 monthly
- call back 8/29
- Statefarm
- ____ monthly
- USAA
- _____ monthly
for full coverage... go with whats cheaper
Saturday, August 11, 2018
vacation ideas
3 day trip to Atlantis resort = way to fucking expensive. like 3 times as much as a 5 day cruise.
cruise....... = jimmie says no.
like. what is there to do?
Hypothetical 3 day vacation June1-3
- Disney World....
3 day tickets to all 4 parks and a water park or other fun activity.
$850 after tax. (not including food or hotel. )
+ 100$ of food each day.
+100
+100
+100$for hotel (2 nights)
+100$ for hotel
-----------------------
1,350$
jesus.
- Universal? .... looks promising. must look closer to date though...
Bush Gardens is a day trip :/
- Greece?
- flight + hotel for 2:
- archeological tour of akrotiri with wine tasting and black sand beaches - 50$ per person
- Sanatori sunset cruise with dinner (visit volcanoe, diving/swimming in hot springs, buffet dinner) - 86 per person
- Morning Boat Tour (see volcano, then hotsprings)
- Private Wine Tour 115$
more ideas and updates to come
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