i wish i could talk to ashley as much as i talk to allison. I like allison because she is spunky and fun...but she isn't really that pretty..... although i hsvn't met her in person, so who knows, there might still be a spark.
Ashley.... we have several things in common and i just know tht if we were to actually talk more, somthing could be there.... but i think she is seriously talking to someone right now :/ and she doesn't talk to me that often on meetme :/
Saturday, June 29, 2013
Lazy...
let me just say that i am not lazy. i'm not highly motivated, but i am not lazy. i don't mind doing work. my little sister? she is a lazy bitch,
we have a big basket full of sock, underwear, and bras... i match and sort the majority of it. the very little bit of it she does do, she wants ME to put up. just looking down at them today out of what she says had no match, my mom found one and i found one (a pair).... just LOOKING DOWN 2 pairs were matched. i bet she didn't even go through the damn basket!!!
then she has the nerve to justify herself saying "well you wouldn't help me"...as if i did nothing. WHAT THE FUCK YOU LAZY ASS BITCH.
we have a big basket full of sock, underwear, and bras... i match and sort the majority of it. the very little bit of it she does do, she wants ME to put up. just looking down at them today out of what she says had no match, my mom found one and i found one (a pair).... just LOOKING DOWN 2 pairs were matched. i bet she didn't even go through the damn basket!!!
then she has the nerve to justify herself saying "well you wouldn't help me"...as if i did nothing. WHAT THE FUCK YOU LAZY ASS BITCH.
STOP HATN'
Alright...i want to rant about something so beware!!
Gay marriage.... Many christians support it! yes, there are several Christians against it. But there are several people of all kinds against it as well. and not all christians who are against it are all "you are going to hell!!! repent!repent!repent!"many of them have the "love the sinner not the sin" mentality(which is still offensive, but not as aggressivly as the other).
Not all christians who are against same sex marriages are going to yell and cram their religion down your throat.... the only reason it appears that way is because of the "christians" that spew hate. i am not a christian but i have many friends who are. they support me, though not all like the fact i'm a lesbian, and i am tired of seeing all christians being bashed because of a hateful few that bring attention to themselves and talk a bunch of crap.
You don't have to be a Christian to disaprove of gay marriage, but there are many who are and there are many who aren't. But there are even MORE, christians and non-christians, who do support it. Please do not bash chistianity as a whole because of the way a minority of the group act.
Gay marriage.... Many christians support it! yes, there are several Christians against it. But there are several people of all kinds against it as well. and not all christians who are against it are all "you are going to hell!!! repent!repent!repent!"many of them have the "love the sinner not the sin" mentality(which is still offensive, but not as aggressivly as the other).
Not all christians who are against same sex marriages are going to yell and cram their religion down your throat.... the only reason it appears that way is because of the "christians" that spew hate. i am not a christian but i have many friends who are. they support me, though not all like the fact i'm a lesbian, and i am tired of seeing all christians being bashed because of a hateful few that bring attention to themselves and talk a bunch of crap.
You don't have to be a Christian to disaprove of gay marriage, but there are many who are and there are many who aren't. But there are even MORE, christians and non-christians, who do support it. Please do not bash chistianity as a whole because of the way a minority of the group act.
Friday, June 28, 2013
remember that challenge?
remember that bible challenge my aunt dared me? well after a while, i finally got around to it. so i'm reading summaries? of it (the new testiment.)
got all the way to mathew 5 in maybe 10 minutes?
lol here is the online bible i'm reading:
http://bible.oremus.org/?passage=Matthew+1
got all the way to mathew 5 in maybe 10 minutes?
lol here is the online bible i'm reading:
http://bible.oremus.org/?passage=Matthew+1
Wednesday, June 26, 2013
note to mother
so, i decided, tat i will try to talk as little as possible to both my aunt and my mom until this is all figured out. however i have written my mom a note she will see when she gets home. i leave for Rach's church's VBS before she gets home.
it reads:
Momma,
when i get home i want to have a talk. I don'e mean a "talk" where you accuse me of things and twist my words around; i mean a talk where we both actually listen to eachother and discuss things calmly. I would like to know what you believe is my reason for me trying to wean myself from my medicine. I can't think of a reason why i would want to stop taking something that helps me, maybe you can.
to be honest at one point i was thinking about asking for a higher dose; i don't think i need a high dose anymore, i was just stressed at the time. If i once wanted more medication, why would i want off?
I wish you would believe me when i say that if i did want off, which i don't, i would tell you and i would tell you why.
i'll see you when i get home.
love you
lisa
Lets see how much trouble and emotion chaos i pretty much just got myself.
it reads:
Momma,
when i get home i want to have a talk. I don'e mean a "talk" where you accuse me of things and twist my words around; i mean a talk where we both actually listen to eachother and discuss things calmly. I would like to know what you believe is my reason for me trying to wean myself from my medicine. I can't think of a reason why i would want to stop taking something that helps me, maybe you can.
to be honest at one point i was thinking about asking for a higher dose; i don't think i need a high dose anymore, i was just stressed at the time. If i once wanted more medication, why would i want off?
I wish you would believe me when i say that if i did want off, which i don't, i would tell you and i would tell you why.
i'll see you when i get home.
love you
lisa
Lets see how much trouble and emotion chaos i pretty much just got myself.
DOMA is down!
DOMA has been struck down...... thank the gods!! :D at least there is some good today!
http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2013/06/26/supreme-court-gay-marriage_n_3455001.html
now in states where same-sex couples get married they get the same rights as opposite couples do! Not all states are forced to wed same sex couples, however, so that part is still up to the democratic system, but if they decide to allow same sex marriages, those marriages are equal!
http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2013/06/26/supreme-court-gay-marriage_n_3455001.html
now in states where same-sex couples get married they get the same rights as opposite couples do! Not all states are forced to wed same sex couples, however, so that part is still up to the democratic system, but if they decide to allow same sex marriages, those marriages are equal!
damn it all
fine. you know what? damn it all. If i tryu to defend myself anymore i just make myself look bad.
I know why she did it. my aunt... but she made it so much worse.. i told my mom the truth and she thinks i'm trying to turn her against my aint!! WHAT THE FUCK CAN I DO? she is so sure that i am trying to wean myself off my medication that she refuses to trust anything i say!! just DAMN IT ALL!
I know why she did it. my aunt... but she made it so much worse.. i told my mom the truth and she thinks i'm trying to turn her against my aint!! WHAT THE FUCK CAN I DO? she is so sure that i am trying to wean myself off my medication that she refuses to trust anything i say!! just DAMN IT ALL!
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