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Greenville, NC 27834

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Test 1: 9/19 – 9/21 :      Schedule: Friday Sept  20th @ 10am - 12
Test 2: 10/31 – 11/2:     Schedule: Friday Nov  1st    @ 10am -12
Test 3: 12/3 – 12/7:       Schedule: Tuesday Dec.3rd  @10 am - 12

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Test 1: 9/19-10/1  Schedule: Thursday Sept 26th @10am - 11:15
Test 2: 10/17-10/29    Schedule:  Monday Oct 21st @ 10am - 11:15
Test 3: 11/7-11/19  Schedule:  Monday Nov. 11th @ 10am - 11:15
Final Exam: 12/2-12/12  Schedule: Tuesday Dec 3rd  @1-4pm - 11:15

Quantitative Methods:

Mid Term : Oct. 10-12    Schedule: Thursday Oct 10 @10am -1
Final Exam: Dec. 5-7      Schedule: Saturday Dec. 7th @10am -1

More Realistic big girl budget

budget:

Rent - max: 650
Utilities - 100
Internet - 55
Health - 200
Car - 120
Phone -55
Gas - 60
Cats - 55
Food - 200
Misc - 100
Student loan - 100
Doctor bill - 50
Credit - 50
Savings - 100
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1895 --> 1900 after taxes

 2375  --> 2400 before taxes. needed each month

20 hours a week = 30$ per hour.
25 hours a week = 24$ per hour
30 hours a week=  20$ per hour
40 hours a week = 15.00$ per hour.

now there are some places cheaper than 650 that i'm looking at.

https://docs.google.com/spreadsheets/d/1WP0IMGblhAjvwK-YNkDH8QgRn1xao-ieJZMq_2g7YDY/edit?usp=sharing

with cheaper than 650 rent ... lets say 525?

Rent - max: 525
Utilities - 100
Internet - 55
Health - 200
Car - 120
Phone -55
Gas - 60
Cats - 55
Food - 200
Misc - 100
Student loan - 100
Doctor bill - 50
Credit - 50
Savings - 100
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1770 --> 1800 minimum needed monthly income.
after taxes..

2200 before taxes. 

20 hours a week =$27.5
25 hours a week = 22
30 hours a week = 18.34
40 hours a week =  13.75


Minimum:

Rent - max: 450
Utilities - 100
Internet - 55
Health - 200
Car - 120
Phone -55
Gas - 60
Cats - 55
Food - 200
Misc - 100
Student loan - 100
Doctor bill - 50
Credit - 50
Savings - 100
--------------------
1695 --> 1700

2100.

20 hours = 26.25
25 hours = 21
30 hours = 17.5
40 hours = 13.25

so i need a job that pays between 13-15$ an hour. OR between 2200-2400 a month. OR 26000-2800 a year. in order to afford nicer places to live.

Do not need this right now.

I’m worried that sweetpea might be sick. She’s gone from feeding every 6 hours to every 3 hours and I think she has hyperthyroidism.

This can be treated.
How expensive it is to treat, I don’t know....
And if it’s gone I treated for too long then it can’t be treated.

If it can’t be treated or if I can’t afford her treatment...
I might have to put sweetpea, my old lady still so full of life, to sleep.

I’m very anxious about her vet appointment.

Plus before that I have a therapy appointment where things might get intense.
So I’m already going to be emotionally raw.
I know I am.

My anxiety manifests as anger in most cases.

I come home to my apartment reeking if weed.
I can even smell it in my goddamn bedroom.

Before ever moving in there was an agreement that smoking would be done outside on the patio.
Well they’ve broken that agreement with cigarettes- they smoke in their room with the window open. Pisses me off but as long as I can’t smell it in my room and the smell doesn’t attach to my things... whatever.

But weed is a whole other animal. And I’m fucking livid.
I am already stressed and I do not need this pushing my buttons because I will fucking explode on them.

I have already had it up to *here* with their neurotic dog that never shuts up.
I have to put up with their cigarette smell in the apartment - legally nothing I can do; this is not a smoke free apartment.
I will not tolerate this on top.

If it happens again, I’ll be a whole lot more confrontational. And if that doesn’t end it  I may just end up haveing to make an anonymous phone call...

Not the same

So.... kissing and making out with someone, even if it’s someone that I’ve had a crush on since Highschool, just isn’t the same.

The differences were... interesting. Different textures and aspects of a person to kind of explore... but it wasn’t really that fun.  Kissing wasn’t really that good. He was sweet, but... not Jimmie.
Sure it felt nice being adored and lavished with compliments and attention... but it got kind of annoying.

I always found Jimmie aesthetically attractive... now that I have had a recent experience to compare... I find the way he feels attractive too.

I never realized how much I enjoyed the coarseness of jimmies long locks, the way I can run my fingers through his hair and have it catch in my fingers... or the way his chest hair curls. Being rougher in texture makes it comforting to play with. Or how much I preferred the way his skin doesn’t just give in to my touch...

Don’t get me wrong... Dillon was more comfy to cuddle, but it was because he is just...
He was soft. His hair was soft. His skin was super soft. His muscles were soft and it was like being cuddled by a stuffed teddy bear.

But Jimmie... he feels strong when he holds me. His body doesn’t give to mine.. it supports it. I can feel how strong his arms are when they are tapped around me. I can feel the muscle in his shoulders. When he cuddles me, while it may not be like cuddling a cloud or a teddy bear, I feel comfortable because I feel secure and safe.

And I couldn’t help but notice almost the whole time I was kissing Dillon... I wanted jimmie. Dillon was too easy of a prey, as Fiona likes to word it. He was draping me in compliments but his words felt hallow and his tone was the same you give when playing with a toddler.

 His tone of voice was wrong. His smell was wrong. His texture was wrong.

He wasn’t Jimmie.

Actions are louder than words

His actions speak louder than the words of my insecurities...
I’ve been feeling very insecure about Jimmie and his sincerity and while I was too relaxed to care last night it bothered me today.

No more anger, just... mistrust.

His actions from last night and today have really reassured me.

I’m so glad.

Honesty

The blessing of honesty....

Well it was in reverse for a fuxking reason. 

I honestly don’t know what to believe right now... 

Jesus fucking Christ. 

Is it impossible for him to be honest? With anyone? 

He says something fucking terrible. 

Then says he doesn’t mean it.

But tells others that he told me the truth and I just didn’t like it. 

So what’s the truth?

That I’m not enough to satisfy him? I’m not proper enough, I’m not slutty enough, I’m not realistic enough, I’m too realistic.... I don’t have my shit together? That I need him? That I’m too dependent and I suck the life out of him? 

Or that he didn’t mean any of that and he just needs to grow as a person?

Considering he said the former more than once, and told others I just didn’t like the truth than I’d say that one. 

Or what about his fucking sad puppy dog routine saying how much he still loved me and still sees a future with me? 

Is that another lie? 

The Oregon talks. More sweet lies to fucking delude me? 

I feel like I’ve been made a fool of. 

Why is it so fucking hard for honesty? 

I’ve moved out. 

Drop the act. 

Fucking tell me that there is no hope and friendship is the only thing on the table. 

I am so tired of being lead on. It’s happened too many times and I just want people to be fucking honest with me. 

faerie meditation.

33: faerie magick - a little extra life force flowing through the fingers, a little extra depth in the way you see the world, a little extra tastiness to the food you eat, and a little extra kindness to you every day. Let whatever magic you do have the blessing of the fae - so that your words and your actions, your wishes and dreams begin to merge, one unto the other, until the inner world is mirrored by the outer world and you feel you are creating what you desire within your life. Co-creation, ceremony, a desire made actions blessing that is enacted, You are a blessed child of the fae, and they offer you now their magic. this entry into the natural world, so that you too can know the gift of the touch that brings life into the world.

4: rapture-  moment that makes you draw your breath in and pause, wondering at the beauty and the ecstasy of existence. Pure, unadulterated wonder that opens the heart and brings a deep joy. Feeling tht to be alive is a blessing, that to feel deeply is  a gift, that to be able to share the wonder of existence and natural raptures is an inspiration to all you encounter. it is as if your eyes can see a little mre clearly, as if your heart is open a little more wider, your whole being is leaning into te experience of life. You feel more connected to everything , more joyful, more patient, more kind, yet more active than before. you feel part of a grand story and you know how glorious life can be. this energy will flow through you into the world, becoming part of your contribution to the planet - and the faeries are glad you have finally touched the ecstasy of life and know the beauty of life. even when this moment has passed, you will be forever changed in magickal ways. 

30: Litha - the feast of the faeries are given to encourage you to take this day to drink down its sweetness, to celebrate your own life, and to bring a sense of being beyond day-to-day cares - to devote at least a portion of this day ti the divine acts of celebration and connection with enchantment. The gift of Litha s the gift of celebrating your life, living to the fullest, and resisting giving into those who would ask you to hold back and live less fiercely. feel uplifted by interactions with nature. this day will be long, and good, and sweet and filled with unexpected joys and kindness. 

5: blessing of honesty  *this card was in reverse so tis is a blessing i need to work towards or one tgat will turn my world upside down when i receive it. - your ability to see clearly what is true and what is not, to hear words that are truthful, to speak the truth in ways that will be heard, to live from the heart with integrity. Living true to yourself, settling effortlessly into who you are - for who you are is so earthy and real that others feel safe to be themselves too. there will be no self-deception and no lack of clarity. You are who you are, and that is a blessing to the whole planet. People will be open and honest with you, and all will be clear and true. 

23: Laughter - Clean and pure spirited laughter, not making fun of someone in any way. Lightening the serious load of life with laughter - a gift directly from the faeries who, although are serious beings, know how to laugh and play. Let laughter cut through the stiffness and propriety of life. 

34: Brigid's Flame -  she who unites us, she who protects us, she who inspires us, has claimed you. This firey ignition is key to the birthing of ideas ad ideals, and thus she brings her fire to your blessings, and ensures you will be warmed, that sacred hospitality will reign, that all will be welcomed, that solar light will burn brightly for you. Bigid's faery light is a brightness that brings warmth, new life, even rebirth to our souls. She is able to burn away within us all that is harming us and illuminate all of our best traits too. she will help you move further into your own creative power in healthy, beneficial ways that help people contribute from their very best selves. where her flame is, peace is found, inspiration is birthed, and goodness abounds, goodness flows, and a sense of united purpose completes us, and brings us home.