how come jake has a new girlfriend before me? why can' i find a girlfriend???
i'm:
- smart
- funny
- nice
- good with kids
- fun to be around
- encouraging
- honest
- i try to look welcoming
- i usually dress comfortably but in a way that flatters how i look?
- i associate with good people
- i can be mature
- i can be silly
- i am a really good person....
so WHY can't i find a girlfriend?
i'm trying to have a go-with-the-flow attitude with it, and wait for the right time - right person bs... what is wrong here?
Jake is lucky because he has girls throwing themselves at him... i have to actually FIND other lesbian/bi/pansexual girls... and then i have to find one that i am attracted to! thats a hard thing to do ...
and i know there is one girl that likes me, but i am no into he in any way....
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaand.....
i havn't done any scholarsips. i don' know if i have gotten into any schools. I applied to ECU and Elizabeth City and havn't head back from either yet.
i am just so tired of his crap....
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