neither here nor there

I live in a constant day dream,

neither here nor there, 

only present when others are around me, 

neither here nor there.

I'm alert and here

when i have a purpose. 

talk to friends, get to class, 

when i have a purpose.

But alone my mind wanders, 

to escape and be alive,

I dance and sing and am happy,

to escape and be alive.

But i am not in that world, 

neither here nor there,

I'm only in this one partly,

neither here nor there.

Disassociative or air head,

i am what i am.

I just have a runaway imagination,

i am what i am.

To go there is like reading a book,

heart pounding, i'm alive!

but reality is what i see when i look, 

heart beating, i'm alive.

That world is not real, this one is ever present

i'm nether here nor there,

i am in neither one hundred percent, 

i'm neither her nor there.