Manic

So I went manic last night.
It was one of those flash episodes that only lasts a few hours but are so fucking intense.


Thank the gods Jimmie has enough patience to put up with me.

I still have that sense of craving but it’s at a like... 20% and was at like 80% last night.

So now I’m mildly manic. I want to go go go go go go go buy have no energy to do do do do do dodo.
Last night I could have run a marathon and stayed up past 6am.
Last night I could have done a lot of things. None of them good.

But now I lay in bed feeling like I got hit by a train and kicking myself for not taking my thyroid medicine.

I still want something to happen. A spiritual catalyst.
I’ve been stagnant in my spirituality for too long.