Craving

i have this craving.

I need something. A catalyst. Something to jump start me.

I tried adrenaline. We ended up going to the fair instead of roller coasters so it didn’t work out.

Idk what to try next.

It’s why I’ve been wanting mushrooms again.
I want to do something powerfully witchy.

Whether it’s a natural, chemical, or spiritual high..

I need something.

I feel stagnant.

Sex isn’t filling this need.

I just.. I’m craving something.