Faeire Paper Outline

*** whenever i meantion "in each country" i will be using the "fairy faith in celtic countries" book because it goes in depth with the different countries

What is a faerie:

1. Origins -
1. quote website... then say that the paper will focus on celtic origins
1. http://www.timelessmyths.com/celtic/faeries.html
2. Which countries are considered celtic?
3. for the purpose of this paper the term Faerie will be used to describe any beings from the Celtic Otherworld
2. Origin of the word
3. Tuatha De Dennan -> Sidhe -> faeries (use link in comparison blog)
4. Fallen Angel Theory
5. Otto theory
2. Characteristics 
1. Glamour (quote Iron King)
2. Iron
3. Shape.... go into the wide variety (humanoid like elves, animalish like kelpie...sizes.... irish vs sweedish elves)
3. Types
1. stereotypical ideology of faeries - "tinkerbell" to "Legolas" to "rock trolls in frozen"
2. Element type fairies
1. Water - Selkies, merrows,  kelpie
2. fire - 
3. wind - 
4. "earth" - trolls, gnomes, dwarves

Organization

1. Courts (see if there is variation amung countries on courts.... or if it is just scottish)
1. Seelie
2. Unseelie
3. Wild/Solitary
4. House Faeries

How the belief affects the culture

1. olden times
2. modern times 
1. physical effects 
1. artitecture/roadays (iceland article:  http://www.nytimes.com/2005/07/13/world/europe/building-in-iceland-better-clear-it-with-the-elves-first.html?_r=0 )
2. cultural effects -
1. books, plays, folk songs 
1. Heather Dale the fair folk
2. Bansidhe/banshee and other still actively used and believed in each country

How the belief has evolved through religion

1. Why would it be grouped into religion? - based off of definition of religion (i'll give examples that fit).... re-bring up Otto. 
2. pagan belief in faeries
3. Christian belief in faeries 
1. ^^^ these two would involve my conversations with people... but they weren't interviews...exactly? just conversations.

Conclusion

1. restate what the celtic faeries are
2. Why was the belief in them so important
3. how is it still important now

*anthropomorphic = human like

to get an idea of abstarct: http://issuu.com/lookout_2014/docs/the_lookout_2

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Halloween/spooky CD track list

i'm going to make my own Halloween/Spooky CD! heres the songs i'm thinking:

1. Bones by MrMs
2. Boogie man song from 
3. Witchy Woman by the Eagles
4. Monster Mash
5. Calling all the monsters by China Anne McClain
6. Vampire Heart by HIM
7. Sombody's watching me
8. Monster by Skillet
9. this is halloween by mailan manson
10. Disturbia by Rihana
11. Mirrors by envy on the coast
12. A Gorey Demise by Creature Feature
13. if she only knew voodoo like i do by Get Scared
14. Don't fear the reaper by pierce the veil
15. Voodoo by Godsmack
16. People are stramge by Echo and the Bunnymen
17. vampires are alive by dj bobo
18. Witch's Bew by Katy B
19. Dark Horse Cover by Tera Brite and Epicc
20. Thriller/Heads will roll by Glee Cast
21. Frankenstein and the bride by BOTDF

Everything ends

Corey and I broke up today. It ended well, we are still on good terms. I went over today to talk to her but not much was said. Instead we kind of just sat there and then I gathered my stuff and went home.

It's kind of disappointing but everything ends, nothing lasts forever. And it's better than continuing when we both know it wasn't working.

Now let's see what life has in store.

Warning this post is about sex.

Or rather... Pleasure. 

I have come to form a theory about why I have the issues with sex that I do. I describe it as a "line" that once I cross things aren't enjoyable. Here is a better explanation I came up with at 11:10 at night while trying to fall asleep.

Levels.

There are different levels. (And examples)

1-3 are things like hugs, cuddling, baths, and the like. Non erotic pleasure.

4 kissing or massages

5 I call it sensuality but I guess it's considered foreplay?

6 hardcore make out session 

7 

8 is the farthest I've been able to endure before stopping. Most cases the "line" is between 7 & 8 and that's where it stops being enjoyable to me. Too intense.

9 I don't know.

10 I've only experienced in erotic dreams.

There. I have found a way to make sense of my weirdness. I only enjoy certain levels of pleasure.. After that although it "feels good" because it's pleasure, it doesn't feel good to me and I don't like it. 

The only erotic levels I will actually crave are up to 6. Anything past that I don't ever actually seek out.

Thank you sleep deprived brain.

Faerie Paper Outline

so here is what i'm thinking...

1. What is a faerie:
1. Origins -
1. quote website... then say that the paper will focus on celtic origins
1. http://www.timelessmyths.com/celtic/faeries.html
2. Which countries are considered celtic?
2. Tuatha De Dennan -> Sidhe -> faeries (use link in comparison blog)
3. Fallen Angel Theory
4. Otto theory
2. Characteristics 
1. Glamour (quote Iron King)
2. Iron
3. Shape.... go into the wide variety (humanoid like elves, animalish like kelpie...sizes.... irish vs sweedish elves)
3. Types
1. Nature/trees - dryads, piskies - or just 1 from every country to compare
2. Water - Selkies, merrows,  kelpie
2. Organization
1. Courts (see if there is variation amung countries on courts.... or if it is just scottish)
1. Seelie
2. Unseelie
3. Wild/Solitary
4. House Faeries
3. How the belief affects the culture
1. olden times
2. modern times (iceland article:  http://www.nytimes.com/2005/07/13/world/europe/building-in-iceland-better-clear-it-with-the-elves-first.html?_r=0 )
4. How the belief has evolved through religion
1. Why would it be grouped into religion? - based off of definition of religion (i'll give examples that fit).... re-bring up Otto. 
2. pagan belief in faeries
3. Christian belief in faeries 
1. ^^^ these two would involve my conversations with people... but they weren't interviews...exactly? just conversations.
5. Conclusion
1. restate what the celtic faeries are
2. Why was the belief in them so important
3. how is it still important now

The Archetypal Biography of Woman

"Woman is the creator of the universe,

the universe us her form;

woman is the foundation of the world, 

she is the true form of the body.

Whatever form she takes,

Whether the form of a man or a woman,

is the superior form.

In woman is the form of all things,

of all that lives and moves in the world.

There is no jewl rarer than woman,

there is no condition superior to that of a woman.

There is not, nor has been, nor will be

any destiny to equal that of a woman;

there is no kingdom, no wealth

to be compared with a woman;

there is not, nor has been, nor will be

any holy place like unto a woman.

there is no, nor has been, nor will be

any yoga to compare with a woman,

no mystical formula nor ascetism

to match a woman.

There are not, nor have been, nor will be

any riches more valuable than woman"

- Saktisangama Tantra

BOOK WISHLIST (compilation)

here is my list of books to read.... (took me over   4.5 hours to make this list... going off of new finds and previous lists)
Bold = books i want more than othes

MAGIC/FANTASY/ADVENTURE (might feature faeries etc. but not the main thing)
Darkness Series - F.K. Breene
Throne of Glass Series - (i already have book 1&2)
The Avaonia Chronicles by  Farah Oomerbhoy
The Medoran Chronicles by Lynette Noni
Pirates of Orea Series by Lani Wooldland
Madly Series by M. Leighton
Devil's Isle series by Chloe Niell
ANYTHING BY CASSANDRA CLARE
Huntress by Malinda Lo
A knight to remember by Bridget Essex
Forever and a knight by Bridget Essex
The Dragon Diaries Trilogy by Deborah Cooke
Voices of Dragons by Carrie Voughn
The Princess's Dragon by Susan Trombley
Shadows Cast by stars by Catherine Knutsson
Transcendence books by CJ Omololu
"Eon" and "Eona" by Alison Goodman
The Dragon Kinc Chronicles by Ellen Oh
Valkyrie Rising by INGRID PAULSON
Covenant series by  Jennifer L. Armentrout
Cleopatra's Moon by Vicky Alvear Shecter
The Chaos of Stars by KIERSTEN WHITE


FAERIES
Fae Chronicles by Amelia Hutchins
Creepy Hollow Series by Rachel Morgan
Iron Fey series (including the forgotten triology)by Julie Kagawa
The darkest oart of the forst by Holly Black - i love this author
The Faery Reel: Tales from the Twilight Realm by  Ellen Datlow
Contessa: Princess of the Summer Fae by Graylin Fox
"Feyland" Trilogy and "Feyguard" books by Anthea Sharp
Bandia books by Talia Vance


MERMAIDS
Syrenka series by Amber Garr
Secrets of Carrick series by Amanda Braxton-Smith
Mer Tales Series bu Brenda Pandos
The Seamonster Memoirs by Karen Amainda Hooper
The Syrena Legacy by Anna Banks
Fins by Terra Lyn Childs
Lost Voices series by Sarah Porter
Breathless by Cole Gibson
Ingo by Helen Dunmore
Sirens Storm books by Lisa Papademetriou
Above World trilogy by Jenn Reese

VAMPIRE/ANGEL/DEMON/SUPERNATURAL
Desolation Trilogy by Ali Cross
Drawn by Marie Lamba
Sojourner series by Maria Rachel Hooley
Deep in Your Veins series by Suzanne Wright
The Unearthly series by Laura Thalassa
Afterlife Saga by Stephanie Hudson
Dark Angel by Bridget Essex
Velveteen by Daniel Marks
Hemlock triology by Kathleen Peacock
Oracle by Gina Rosati
Something strange and deadly tilogy by Susan Dennard
Possess by Gretchen McNeil
The Selection series by Kiera Cass
Red Queen trilogy by Victoria Aveyard



BASED ON FAIRYTALES/CLASSIC NOVELS/RETELLINGS/SPIN-OFFS
Roses and thorns by Chris Anne Wolf
Tiger Lilly by  Jodi Lynn Anderson
As white as snow by Tanith Lee

Gay Pride and Prejudice by Kate Christie

The Dark Wife by Sarah Diemer

Ash by Malinda Lo

Mechanica by Betsy Cornwell
Unbound trilogy by Eve Marie Mont
Faerie Tale Collection by Jenni James
The Jane Austin Diaries by Jenni James <3 <3 <3
Splintered trilogy by A.G. Howard (i have book 1)
Scarlet trilogy by A.C. Goughen
East by Edith Pattou
Sun and Moon, Ice and Snow by Jessica Day George
Cruel Beauty by Rosamund Hodge
Fairytale Retellings series by Jackson Pearce
A White So Red by Krystal Jones, K.D. Jones
The Diamond Secret by Suzanne Weyn, Larry Rostant
The Wild Orchid: A Retelling of "The Ballad of Mulan" by Cameron Dokey
Spirited by Nancy Holder
The Princesses of Westfalin Trilogy by Jessica Day George
Woodcutter Sisters trilogy by Alethea Kontis
Wildwood books by Juliet Marillier
Entwined by HEATHER DIXON
The Child Thief by Brom
Mylena Chronicles by Chloe Jacobs
The Hallow trilogy by Jessica Verday
Wild by ALEX MALLORY
The Madman's Daughter trilogy by Megan Sheperd
Pretty Crooked by ELISA LUDWIG
The Trouble with Flirting by CLAIRE LAZEBNIK
Prom and Prejudice by Elizabeth Eulberg
Epic Fail by CLAIRE LAZEBNIK
Jane by April Lindner 
Catherine by April Lindner 
Wondrous Strange trilogy  by LESLEY LIVINGSTON
Théâtre Illuminata series by Lisa Manchev
The Goddess Test series by Aimee Carte
Abandon trilogy by Mag Cabot