lost

I lost today.

i didn't go to class because i feel like a crying fir could happen at any moment and i'd rather cry in the computer lab than in the middle of one of my favorite classes.

i emailed the professor, expecting him to get mad but instead he sent one of the most understanding responses...

so in order to make the day not a total waste.... i will be killing people. hopefully.

i'm going to be writing.

starting out with 7990 words...

lets see how long i can go for and how far i get.


in 2 hours i wrote 1422 words.

not too bad.