irksome

right now i am finding everything irksome. i am in a bad mood. i don't feel anything other than agitation and numbness.
i want to just snap and bite peoples heads off (figuratively...)
i don't want to be here. i don't want to be anywhere. i just want to not be.

and i want to be left alone to my soft and warm bed, with my cat, some anime, and a never ending supply of good books.

i don't want to drive
i don't want a job
i don't want to go to school and learn things i have no interest in
i don't want to have to worry about money
i don't want to have to pay an arm and a leg to learn
i don't want to have to suffer because what i am interested in brings in no money
i wish money would disappear
i wish society would go back to trading/bartering

i wish i just wan't here.


AND IF THIS DOESN'T PUBLISH SOON I WILL FLIP A SWITCH.