marbles

so corie and i might be taking a break....

when i first was interested in corie i decided i wouldn't date her until she had everything figured out with the girls from her past.

well... i broke that and dated her anyway.

and now, a match from her past might be coming down to see her.

Corie has a really good chance with this girl and i won't get in the way of that.
i can't.

So corie and i had a long talk tonight...

if the girl comes down for Corie's birthday to visit, they will talk and get their stuff sorted out.
If corie chooses to explore her path with this person, then we will take a break.

if corie decides that she woudl rather stay with me, then... thats what will happen.

however, it will depend on if the chick comes down to visit.

I will know by tuesday night.

i will know by thursday if we are taking a break or not.

marbles, marbles, oh how they roll
emotions come and take their toll
but as pain is fleeting, and shall fade
warmth of smiles, gifts are bade.
one marble, put in a pocket,
farewell for now spherical rocket.
the other, beautiful and bold
its smooth frame begins to roll.



I know that is a better match for Corie than i am.
i'm not thrilled. and it does hurt.
but all pain is temporary, and what is my small pain in comparison to Corie's potential happiness?

I know what i want.
i don't want this to end.
but i know what i want.
Corie to be happy.

Although i make corie happy, this girl has history and i know will be better for Corie.


on a brighter note: this is the first thing i predicted from a tarot reading that has come to pass.

we will see what thursday brings.