Pathetic

I'm pathetic. But worried. I told some friends and my mom about the girl because I was just really excited and disappointed I only got to see her for a few minutes. Plus I found/followed her on Instagram. 

Did I jinx it? I don't know.

It doesn't help the fact that my stomach is hurting, threatening nausea or worse... Constant cramping as if somone put a rock in my stomach and the proceeded to crush it inside me.

I'm tired but not sleepy enough to fall asleep while in pain. I really don't feel good guys... And I have a 7 hour shift. 

Plus I really can't miss my writing classes.

I need to sleep so I can feel better 😖