confusion

there are times i play the fool

to make other laugh, to make them look cool,

to get help from someone stronger than me.

because being simple is so easy.

But there are times when it isn't a joke,

when its like my head is filled with smoke

and i don't know what i'm doing or where i'm going.

I get so confused and i know its showing...

This is when i need someone to take my hand and lead me,

because that is when i get so uneasy...

i feel vulnerable and los, i see through a thick haze

but i'm rational enough to know i'm ina daze.

the feeling of pure confusion and helplessness,

is something i must confess,

is terrifying and i don't know what to do,

times like this is when i need you.