today

today started out on such a high note....

never tempt fate.


Found out that I have to pay May's rent for both apartments... Adam is going to take all the furnture out of the bedroom and use it, meaning rennovations can be completed. Renovations to the room should be finished by the end of May, meaning I have to find a subleaser who is willing to put up with roaches for dirt cheap rent for two months.

Or i can pay out the rest of the lease which is $315 a month, $945 in total.

life is comint for my pocketbook right now i swear.


on a good note..

i found out Dillion sisn't kill himself.

he ODed. it was either heroine or coke.

the reason there was so much blood was that he was there for 4 days.



4 days.


fuck.

but at least it wasn't suicide.
it relieves a little of the guilt Ive been feeling.


accidental death.