Monday, September 19, 2016

Numbness and tears

Numbness and tears. It alternates.

I made it to Spanish class.... And then fell apart. I go through periods of constant crying followed by a period of numbness. And then again. And again.

My body feels heavy. 
Sometimes it's hard to breathe. 

I've decided I'm skipping my last 2 classes- I'm staying with my best friend and her roommate. They're upbeat craziness soothes my screaming mind. I can actually smile with them.

I want to go home but I don't want to be alone. 

And here comes the burning eyes.

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