introduction

 The System

• Pixie - Praimry - volitile, anxious, hopeful, people pleaser, lonely, fear of abandonment, healer, inferiority complex, creative, bounces between empowered and disenfranchised, compassionate, spiritual, Human
• Fiona - Secondary - Controled, aggressive, cool anger, calculating, protective, doesn't feel emotions the same way as normal people do, nuturing - LOVES kids, confidant, dommy mommy & has an ego, dark goddess complex, spiritual, Fae. 
• Flower - childlike wonder, joyfuk, nieve & optimistic, playful, isn't a child but can be very childish, VERY social, sunshine personified, good at taking over in social situations when Pixie is too anxious but usually only once or twice, after that she looses interest. If shes bored - she will leave. Fae. 
• Siren - Playful, seductive/flirtatious, likes to preen like a peacock, warm goddess complex, she is all talk though -its rare for her to have actual interest. water nymph/siren. 
• Little - hidden - young child. Doesn't speak. Fear. Always crying. Always scared. Only comes out when we feel TRULY safe. likes to color. Whenever try to remember what happened with the boy she starts crying too hard and Fiona makes us stop. Whenever I try to bring her forward I am seezed with panic. human. 

My Gods

• Brigid - Life Patron - Healing, Protection/Hospitality, Inspiration/Creativity; Celtic
• Lilith - Personal Patron - Personal Power, Feminine Rage & Power, Independance, Sex for Pleasure; Sumerian/Spiritual Satanism
• Demeter - motherly, abundance, crops, diviniation
• Aine - Love, Romance, Healing from Sexual Trauma, Sex as something pure; Irish
• Maeve - Tough Love, Protective, Magic, Soverignty, Leadership; Irish 
• Lucifer - Education, Illumination, Personal Growth, Empowerment,; Spiritual Satanism/Roman (Phosphorus) ----- he helps me regulate my emotions. Ask me about Roe v Wade. 
• Cernnunos - God of the wild, chaos, nature, the hunt, the dead, The Wild; Celtic
• Bast - Protection, Joy, Song & Dance, pets; Egyptian
• Thoth - God of writing, education, knowledge; Egyptian
• Kuan Yin - Compassionate and Unconditional Love; Chinese/Everyone. 

Spirits:

• Ancestors
• The Fae
• Host of Friends - group of spirits of various types that help me (spirit guides)
• Svn - primary spirit guide/guardian Angel

My Religion in a nutshell:

I believe that there are 5 elements that make up all things: earth, air, fire, water, and spirit. Spirit is a universal life force that connects all things and are what give life. Spirit is what makes all things including the gods. I do not see spirit as a sentient being; however it is something that all living things can tap into, especially humans. As such I think that every being has divinity within it; its why we are able to heal with just our minds (placebo), manifest, have psychic abilities, etc. 

We are all divine; the gods are more powerful than us but we are not so humble and lowly in comparison as we are divine beings as well at our core.

Because of the divinity within us and the ability to tap into spirit and use it; I think that any god that has ever been worshipped exists. Now some gods may have many names, but all exist. 

This is similar to hinduism and Barhaman; the main difference (and why I am polythiestic, rather than monistic like hinudism) is that I do not see spirit as a sentient being but rather a force of nature.